Imagines Book x PRETTYMUCH

07. once a happy home x Nick Mara

AN: I stay basing my Imagines on songs but it gets my creative juices going and after that I go with the flow SKSKS . But this one might get y'all a little emotional or pressed this good Saturday .

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Saturday morning

PRETTYMUCH household

I slowly opened my eyes scanning the room forgetting where I was , until I looked over to my left seeing Nick fast asleep which made me chuckle .

He looked peaceful .

While I chuckled I suddenly remembered something I did , something in my opinion that was absolutely wrong and my face went cold , my lips were in a straight line while I felt my heart sink fast .

I pulled the covers off of me quickly but quietly Trying not to wake him up .

He was a deep sleeper at this moment which for once I was glad , I needed to get out of here . I couldn't be in this house , I couldn't wait for him to wake up and then after I say it , all hell would break lose his temper wasn't something to play with honestly .

You walked out of his bedroom with a blanket wrapped around you , hair tied up into a messy bun and you sighed seeing someone in the kitchen . So you decided to walk in there to get something to eat because you could use something to calm yourself down .

You took a few steps into the kitchen keeping your head down and begin trapped into your own thoughts .

" You're insane YN"
" You shouldn't even be in there home , you don't deserve to be."
" Once he finds out you're done for"
" You'll break his heart ... you know how in love with you he his?."
" The Truth comes to the light."
" Mistakes never go away."
" You didn't mean for any of this to happen, you got caught in the moment and somehow enjoyed it."
" Remember your worth but also remember you can't keep this from him."
" This household won't be the same after this."

Tears began spilling from your eyes without you even realizing it , Brandon was right in your face lifting your chin up just to see your face and once you seen him you pushed his hands away.

You rushed right passed him so you could get a waffle .

He stood by the fridge confused but put his hand by his side .

You grabbed a waffle out of the ego box , before putting it back and puts it in the toaster while Brandon was eyeing you . You didn't even have to look you just knew he was .

You're all probably wondering why you are acting suddenly cold towards Brandon right ??

I'll explain , you'd rather not dwell on the past or remember everything that happened.

Weeks ago you and Brandon decided to go hang out with his close friends , all of the boys had things they wanted or had to do while Nick was too sick to even make one simple step out of the door ... now that you think about it you start feeling sick Because you could've stayed and comforted him .

But he kept telling you that you've done enough for him and you deserve a day away from him for once .

Which you listened but really didn't have anywhere fun to go , so of course Brandon offered that you hang out with him neither of you thinking anything of it that day .

That afternoon turned into night that involved drinks that you both should've never had Because you both were underage , but you both liked it and didn't stop of course .

You remember walking outside to his friends Noah's balcony Because you were a giggling mess and needed some air , once you stepped out there that strong breeze rushed against you. Making your hair blow everywhere .