Until We Met Again

Chapter 4: The Fight

Nagpatuloy ang klase namin nang hindi kami nagpapansinan ni Trim. He was very distant, by the way. Should I say sorry? Hayaan ko kaya muna until he cools down. I don't know why kung bakit ganoon ang reaction ni Trim but I'm trying to understand him naman. Siguro nga it was because of the call. Hindi ko nalang talaga siya pipilitin pag ayaw niya next time.

Isang araw lang without Trim but I already missed him very much. Hindi na talaga ako sanay na walang maingay na bakla sa tabi ko but life should go on di ba? So, I did my usual routine. I had my service as assistant librarian done and got myself some refresher period about our lessons this week. Hindi naman masyadong naging stressful yung araw na 'to maliban nga sa nangyari kanina pero I chose to go home early today.

"Shit."   Oo nga pala, iniwan ko yung math notebook ko sa locker kaninang lunch break may assignment pa naman kami dun. I have to get it first.

Medyo creepy na yung way papuntang lockers area. Kaunti nalang kasi yung mga estudyante and I think no one decided to go there maliban sakin. Though I said na I'll go home early, early yun para sakin but not for other students umuuwi kasi ako ng sobrang late since I love spending my time in the library but iba ngayon. I'm not feeling well because Trim probably hates me this time.

Kung wala lang talagang gagawin sa Math ay hindi na ako nag aksaya ng effort dito. Urgh!

Wait. I think I'm mistaken. Parang may ibang tao dito.

I didn't bother asking who's there kasi natatakot na talaga ako so I decided to continue to walk quietly praying na hindi ako ma-notice ng kung sino mang nandito.

"Baka sa isip mo lang yun, Krizcha" I convinced myself.  "Breathe in. Breathe out."

"AHHHHHHH!" There was a loud crashing sound kaya nagulat ako and there's ... there's two guys. Hindi ko sila makilala kasi it was too dark pero parang familiar yung isa. These guys were fighting kaya hindi siguro nila narinig yung sigaw ko. Oh! Thank God.

I know I should be hiding at this moment but my feet won't cooperate.

"Ang yabang mo talaga McCarthy! Bakit ba gwapong-gwapo ka dyan sa sarili mo at pati girlfriend ko pinapakialaman mo?!"

McCarthy?! ... don't tell me ...

"Kasalanan ko bang ayaw na sayo ng girlfriend mo because she finds me much hotter than you are? huh! Baka naman kasi pre boring ka. You should've done better... especially in bed."

"Eh gago ka pala eh!"

"STOP!" oh shit. Krizha.. what did you do?

"WTF are you doing Krizcha?! Umalis ka na dito. This is none of your business." Yah I know. Alam kong hindi dapat ako nandito sa gitna niyo at pumipigil. URGH!! Ano ba 'tong pinasok ko.Now, I'm really doomed. The other guy looks like he's ready to kill someone right now at kung di pa ako titigil baka ako na nga yung mapatay niya.

"S-stop? Umm.. sorry p-pero k-kasi I have to ..."

"WHO ARE YOU?! AH! ISA KA BA SA MGA BABAE NG LALAKING 'TO. MISS SORRY KA PERO GAGO YANG GUSTO MONG LALAKI. PASENSYA NA PERO HINDI LANG IKAW ANG KINAKAMA NIYAN. KAYA KUNG AKO SA'YO UMALIS KA NA DYAN BAKA SA'YO KO PA MAIBUNTONG ANG LAHAT NG GALIT KO."

Ay galit na talaga si kuya. "Ummm... hindi ba nating 'to p-pwedeng p-pag-usapan? hehe..Ano kasi."

"Krizcha.. stop. Just go."

"What do you want me to do? Just leave you here? Kahit na baka isang minuto lang akong mawala eh patay ka na? NO. Hindi kaya ng konsensya ko."

"Krizcha. Umali-"

"No. Bryan. I'll stay! Even yo-"

"KATE! PLEASE JUST GO. YOU'LL GET HURT!" I was shocked. While I was still trying to absorb everything he said, I slowly walked my way out nang wala sa sarili. I don't know kung ano nang nangyayari sa pagitan nila ngayon but wala akong lakas para alamin pa yun.

"Ouch!" Tapos na pala and now he's holding my wrist really tight. Galit sya.

"What do you think you were doing back there?!"

"Huh? A-ano..." Teka. Ano nga ulit yung mga nangyari?

"KRIZCHA?! UMAYOS KA NGA! ANO SA TINGIN MO YUNG GINAWA MO?"

"I was just trying to protect you!"

"Protect me? Eh ikaw 'tong hindi kayang protektahan 'tong sarili mo tapos you would protect me?! You almost got yourself hurt!"

"I'm sorry. Bakit ka ba nagagalit? You should thank me nga eh. Because of me you are alive!"

"I'm alive because I can protect myself and it was never because of you!"

"Wow. Okay. Ikaw na strong. So kasalanan na palang tumulong ngayon? You know what, you really are an asshole. Huwag mo nga sakin ibuntong yang galit mo. Are you really upset because I was trying to help you or dahil nahuli ka nung boyfriend nung slut mo na nakikipag yugyugan sa girlfriend nya?!"

"WTF Krizcha?! Are you hearing your self right now?"

"Oh diba tama naman ako? Krizcha?! Eh bakit kanina may pa Kate kang tawag?! Tapos may pa you'll get hurt you'll get hurt ka pang nalalaman. Teka nga do you still care about me? Kasi based from your actions, I can sense na kaya ka ganyan kasi malandi ka! Why do you have to show na parang may pake ka pa sakin if you have your fuckmates with you every single time? Bakit Bryan? huh! And you don't want to be called Mason? because of what? Kasi naalala mo yung nakaraan?! FUCK THIS! Ang gulo!!!" Gulong-gulo na ako and I can't help myself but to cry and let all my frustrations out.

I expected that he'll yell back at me but he's silent. Actually... he was deadly silent. Hindi siya kumikibo and he's eyes are blank.

"I assume you can go home all by yourself." That's all he said at umalis na siya. This is getting more and more confusing. Sumakto pa yung ganitong panyayari when Trim's not around.

He never fails to hurt me every single time.

He was never like this.

He's not the one that I loved.

He's not my Mason.  

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**AUTHOR'S NOTE

I wasn't able to proofread this chapter well kaya feel free to lait. HAHAHAH enjoy reading guys. Please don't forget to add this into your library, vote and comment for suggestions. ^^