Quentin's Way

Chapter 10

            I tried to think of something, anything, to say but couldn't. I was speechless. There was no way I could explain what Reggie had most likely heard while me and Jacen were fucking, and I knew by looking at him that he wasn't cool with me fucking with Jacen. He shook his head as he stepped away from my bed and went over to his side of our room. He sat down on his bed and just looked at me for the longest.

            "So, you and him fags or somethin' now?" he finally asked.

            "Really, nigga?" I asked angrily.

            "You fucked him in his ass, right?"

            "You busted a nut with me earlier this week. If fuckin' Jacen makes me a fag then our thing makes you one, too."

            "But we didn't do all that."

            "What do you want me to say, man? I just feel different with him. It ain't got shit to do with what me and you do. That ain't the type of shit I wanna do with you."

            "You still wanna jackoff with me?"

            "Yes. Just not right now because I just busted with him and I'm drained, bruh."

            He laughed a little and shook his head before saying, "You're a weird nigga, Q."

            "Me? I'm not the one that gets off on jackin' my dick while wearin' some other nigga's shorts."

            "Okay, you got a point."

            "So, we cool or we gotta fight again? Because if we fight, I might grab your ass or somethin' and make you feel uncomfortable."

            He laughed and replied, "Nah, we good, bruh. Just make sure you're careful with Jacen. Don't get too caught up in it."

            "It's just sex, man. You know how it is. We're under a lot of pressure and shit with the team and this is a way to relieve all that while buildin' important bonds with each other at the same time. I can bust a nut or two and just chill with my boys."

            "True. Just keep all that super gay shit from me. I ain't down with all that dick in the booty type shit."

            "Hey, don't knock it until you try it."

            "Bruh, you and Jacen ain't the only DL niggas that's been on the team. I've had my suspicions about many dudes, especially this nigga named Darrius Stephens who was on the team last year. He was a senior so he graduated already."

            I did a fake surprise gasp and asked, "Oh, for real?"

            "Yeah. He used to smack all us on the butt a little too much and sometimes I peeped him grabbin' his dick after he'd smack a butt. I never caught him and anybody doin' anything though. I definitely had my suspicions about Jacen. I don't know why because he ain't soft or nothin' like that, he's just different. Like he care too much about how other people feel and shit."

            "I know what you mean."

            "He lucked out with Cedric gettin' hurt. I gotta be real though, he can run the ball almost as good as me."

            "See, that's what I've been tryin' to say all along. Me, you and him can carry this team, bruh."

            "I'm down but only for that. You and him got your thing but me and you got our own thing and I don't want him to be a part of that. A'ight?"