(The change between the songs from Hadnwritten and Illuminate will come... soon ;) One or two more chapters and there will be a special one not called after a song from Shawn. By the way tell me what you think so far of the story and what you think will happen next, I would like to read your opinions^^ This will be a kinda cute chapter because I'm in the mood to write something wonderful while listening to "Kiss the girl" from the little mermaid...)
Shawn's P.o.V.
"Nicky is a smart girl and very different to other girls. That's why I have big problem with showing her what she means to me. It seems to annoy her when I say her how much I like her and when I wanna give her something like the last one of my muffins she just looks at me with this mixture of amusement and the "why are you doing this all the time" lokk on her face. She seems to be immune to everything I try and I start to despair on that."
"Hmmm" Aaliyah says not looking up from her phone. "You're trying to hard Shawn." She then tells me finally putting this damn phone down I mean I have a life crisis and she just smiles at her phone!
"What do you mean? I'm just trying to show her how much she means to me because she said she doesn't know if this would work out." I answer while leaning back into my pillows staring at the ceiling.
"Well you told me you've met on a little lake far away from a stressing school and other people who probably judge theirselves by how they're looking and so on. You're behaving like one of those guys who just wants a girl to have fun with Shawn! She doesn't want someone like that! She wants someone like a best friend! She deserves someone like that!"
"And what do you think should I do now?" I ask not knowing what I did wrong and how I should make it up again.
"You're such an idiot!!! Write her a song and spend time with her like you did before you were in California! She seems to be scared about what will happen to this when you become more famous! That's how I understand the whole thing." She hugs me.
"Thanks Aaliyah." I sigh. "I have a new and better idea. I hope this time it'll work out."
Nicky's P.o.V.
"Come to the park at 7pm" A little card says which is pinned on my locker in school this morning. I imagine it's from Shawn, a new stupid thing to show how he feels. Maybe I shouldn't go. But... I want to know what stupid thing he has on his mind now. In some way it's kinda cute how he tries but I don't want someone who is maybe away most of the times. I need someone caaring about me, caring about every little thing in my life. The good and the bad things. I'm not sure if Shawn is like that...
At 7pm I found myself walking to the park and looking for Shawn. When at quarter past 7 I haven't found him I decide to go home again. Just when I turned to leave again I hear someone starting to play guitar. Quietly and beautiful. I followed the music to a small pavillion with beautiful small lights all over the place and a lot of roses around. Only one chair standing in front of it where I sat down looking around to find out who plays the guitar, imagine to see Shawn somewhere. But the sound comes from a CD. When it stopped Shawn sits on a chair underneath the pavillion starting to play the guitar himself. He looks at me the whole time when he starts to sing the first song he played to me- Life of the party. All the emotions are coming up. The way I tried to push him away from me when we first met, I tried to make him never come back to the lake but he always returned and I'm happy about it now. Otherwise I'd never met him and I think there would be something missing in my life then. Maybe it was planned that we both meet at some point...
When he ends he looks at me with a kind of an asking look before he starts to play a new more faster song. It describes a night every teenager I know would like to have. He calls it One of those nights...
He ends again and puts away his guitar, coming towards me. "Before you say something Nicky..." He pulls me up from my chair "I want to say- you're the best thing ever happened to me. Without my life wouln't be the life it's now and I'm thankful for that. Furthermore my life feels blanc without you around. You don't know how much you actually mean to me because it's impossible to say it. There's just one question I should've never asked until the perfect moment, until now..." He explains himself taking my hands into his and looking at me. "So Nicky uhm do you wanna be my girlfriend?" He asks nearly not audible. I look at him seeing this look on his face. A questionmark plastered across his face waiting for me to answer. I take a deep breath before moving cloder to him slightly touching his lips with mine "Yes" I whisper. During a heartbeat he let go of my hands hugging me and pulling me closer to place a soft kiss on my lips.
Shawn's P.o.V.
She said yes! Finally she said yes! When I can kiss her after all this time I feel her hands around my neck. She's the perfect one for me I know this now. I don't know how long we stood there kissing even though it starts to rain. It's one of those nights I always imagined to spend with her and it's an incredible feeling to make this wish come finally true.
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A Shawn Mendes Fanfiction?
FanfictionThis Story is kinda different from other although it features Shawn Mendes. I hope you enjoy it anyways. Starting at Shawns Time before the first Album the Story takes its way in a other direction you might think of.