A Shawn Mendes Fanfiction?

Crazy

(There will be text messages coming up in this part. I'll write them Like this so it's easier to make a difference between the messages and the normal text)

Nicky's P.o.V.

He'll be away. He won't be there anymore. I won't meet him at the lake anymore. And I'll be lonely even though he promised me he'll be there for me and I can always call or text him. I don't want to text him. I don't want to be like a clingy girlfriend. ... What? I don't even am his grilfriend. I dn't even really know what the thing between us is. Are we friends? Are we more than that? Are we just some kids who met at the lake spending time? Am I be important to him?

Shawn's P.o.V.

Until I finally got into the plane I haven't really talked to my family. My thoughts were with Nicky and how hurt she had looked the day on the lake. Since then I had written NEVER BE ALONE and saved a copie on my phone.

When the plane starts I get a message. Not Andrew again. If it's him I'm finally annoyed enough to throw my phone out of the window. But the message was from Nicky. I smile when I open it.

Nicky: Hey Shawn. I hope you have a great time whereever you're about to go to. I'll miss you a lot :)

Shawn: I'll miss you too Nicky and btw I have something for you

I send her the copie from Never be alone

Nicky: OMG Shawn this is beautiful

Shawn: I'm happy you like it. And don't be too upset. I'll be home in a few weeks so we can meet again.

Nicky: I know... See you then Shawn ;)

I close my eyes thinking of Nicky before I fall asleep.

Nicky's P.o.V.

The song is so amazing. I listen to it all day. I miss him already even though it's just one day so far. I can't stop thinking what we actually are. I need to ask him what I mean to him because he means so much to me. He really understands me.

Shawn's P.o.V.

"I'm sitting alone in the first class section. Andrew got it managed like this so I don't have to sit with somebody else who might know me from YouTube. Stupid I know but He says I need to get used to it." I'm Facetiming with Geoff.

"Man everybody will kill to sit in this exclusive seats and you say you don't want to? What's wrong with you?" He laughs.

"Well... nothing. Evreything is fine." I lie. I'm lonely as fuck. I miss to talk to Nicky but she doesn't answer her phone anymore so I called Geoff.

"It's so crazy. The that are going on are just running so fast I don't really get it."

"That's all you ever wanted Shawn! You always wanted to be a singer and earn your money with that so pull yourself together and smile a bit!" He says trying to cheer me up.

"Thanks Geoff. I'll try to sleep a bit now. Bye"

"Bye Shawn see you soon!" He ends the call and I'm alone again. I get up and grab my guitar from above me. I start to think about a good start for a song but my thoughts wander back to Nicky every time I try to concentrate.

So the first lines I write down look kind of like I just wrote down every stupid thing I could think of:

Think I don't need a watch to tell the time
Think I don't need the sun to help me shine
Think I don't need a girl to be alright
Guess I didn't know

But I'm happy about them so I write down some more until I have written down nearly the situation I feel I'm in. I name it CRAZY because that's what I feel like right now.