I used to smile each time you messaged
I used to brighten up each time you said hi
Your messages would lighten up my day
I don't know what happened
I swipe your message to the side when I receive it
Putting it second instead of first
I see your name on my phone and act like it's a regular message
My heart doesn't race
What happened
I don't get as excited
I don't smile as much
Do I think of you as a regular now?
Have you lost your fun?
Am I a playboy
Am I a jerk
Am I just someone who uses others
Just so their heart will work?
What happened to me?
What happened to the sweet person I used to be?
What happened to loving everyone equally?
Wasn't I always the one who was the most friendly?
You
You just
You just made me smile
You just made me laugh
Thanks
I love you
