I thought I was dreaming when you said you loved me back.
I thought I loved you a lot then, but compared to now?
Now, I love you more than ever but yet I ended things between us so we could both have a better future.
Now we're just friends. Close friends who love each other very much.
Friends who yearn for each other but can't voice it otherwise it'll all go back to the way it was
Not that it was bad back then. I loved the feeling very much.
But we know it's wrong.
Damn, you destroy my soul and my heart just by my own thoughts of you.
How much do I love you? Those are my thoughts.
I want to lean into you and kiss you but we all know that's not going to happen.
So I just have to
be patient.
It won't happen in the future,
but hopefully I'll be able to hug you again.