it's back to how it was before:
loving, wishing, loving, wanting
lusting, hoping, crying
i had her and she had me and we were perfect
now i have her and she has me but just out of each others' reach
how did we get to this spot? we're not allowed to see each other anymore, but my feelings for her, i tried to keep them to a minimum but when someone tries to cage up a monster it just gets stronger oh my feelings for her are monstrous somebody help me
i love her i love her so much what do i do?
how do i look at a picture of her without craving her, how do i talk to her without wanting to say how much i crave and love her, how do i talk to other people without saying how much i miss her?
how do i manage not to beg for her?
what do i do?
