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All about me

Its Taylor 👋 so I'm just gunna tell you basically my life story bc I need to let it out to someone so why not to 500+ strangers.....? Please don't judge me!

So when I was like 1, my father did so,etching extremely bad to my sister..it wasn't rape, he just touched her I guess, no, he's not a pedophile and please don't think any differently of me bc this is a really touchy subject..he only did it bc it happened to him when he was younger..that's no excuse but..

So my mom was a single mom to a child/baby & pre teen..

My dad sends me stuff through the mail (we live in Canada and it's divided into provinces for those who don't know). He's in Newfoundland, and I'm in Ontario. So when I was like 3. He sent me this care bear and I fell in love with it..it's name is baby tugs..

I started sleeping with it bc it was one of the first things he bought me that meant a lot to me..and I still sleep with it, yes, I sleep with a stuffed animal.

I'm actually 12 years old, turning 13 on July 20. Please don't stop reading my book bc of this..

So a few years later (I'm like 9 now):

My mom meets this guy online, his name is jay.

So this jay guy comes into my life, and I could tell my mom really liked him..I started thinking him of as a father figure to me, but I could never call anyone "dad" besides well my real father.

Jay basically cheated on my mom 3 god damn times. She spend over $10,000 dollars on the idiot. First she bought him a motorcycle, which he used to go to his other girlfriends house, then she bought him a boxer (puppy), then a few quads and snow mobiles and stuff. She also took in his annoying ass kids bc their mother was a druggie and the cops raided her house, children's aid got involved blah blah. So eventually the house (2 bedrooms bc my mom and I originally) got packed so we had to move, so we moved in with jays mother..idek why my mom stayed with him.

So we moved out of my hometown, to go to some place that's like a ghost town. It wasn't bad at first, but then his mother turned into a nazi-like person (sorry if that's offensive to anyone). So I went to a new school and the first day was alright, but once I got settled in, I started getting bullied bc I wasn't rich, or I didn't have the nicest clothes and smile (my teeth were horrible. Thank god for braces) so about a year of hell there..then jays mom kicked us out..so we had no place to live. Oh yeah! I forgot to mention that my mom and jay constantly fought, this was the year that I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Jay drank a lot and he smokes weed to keep his temper down..he scared the shit out of me, always.

We found a house, where I'm currently at now, and I shared a room with jays oldest kid.

So fast forwarding again, more fights happened, they broke up on January 16, 2014. I remember that day bc it was probably one of the most stressful days in my life, the cops came..

It pisses me off bc they still talk..he literally moved in down the street from us..

I have my own room now and a bunch of weight has been taken off my chest, I feel safer now. Teresa (jays oldest) stayed with us bc she had the option..and he wants nothing to do with her.

I still suffer from depression..I've been suicidal..but I'm staying strong ☺️

I have horrible self confidence..when we moved, everything changed.

So yeah that's all I'm saying for now, goodnight 😘

Oh yeah, comment, vote, do whatever lol no hate tho!