One Direction Imagines and Preferences *NOT TAKING REQUESTS ATM*

HELP HELP HELP PLZ HELP

I REALLY NEED HONEST OPINIONS AND WHY NOT TALK TO STRANGERS ABOUT IT? PLEASE HELP! ...

Hey.. This is gonna be a novel.. I have a crush on this guy going into Grade 12. His brother comes over all of the time to talk to Jess and Cory and sometimes Josh comes too. I'm 5'7 and I'm 13 years old. He is over 6 foot and he just turned 17. 2/3 of my friends that I've talked to think I'll get hurt and it's a bad idea. I'm really stressing out about it.. My mom said she sees him checking me out every time he's over..but I'm too young for him right now. He's gonna help us move to our new house so I can't avoid him and as well as Aaron and Niall, he's a constant on my mind recently.. I'm also going to see him on Orientation day (going to choose a high school) and I'm going to go to his(not just because he's there) What do I do? I'm stressed out..

* I went for a walk with Ali last night and we were talking about this, she said "I bet that's him in the passenger seat of that truck" sure enough, it was. He waved at me.. But when he's over and were with everyone else he's almost completely silent because he's shy.

Honestly, 4 years difference isn't that bad at our age. I know it's not normal to see a 13 y/o and a 17 y/o together.. But it's not illegal and I sound completely insane right now but I just need to know what people think.

I know I would get judged by almost everyone IF they found out. But remember, idek if the kid likes me!

What I don't understand though, is that you could be 20+ years apart but it's all "okay" when you're older. The 4 years is always gonna be there.. I think I sound crazy but please

Just

Help

Me