One Direction Imagines and Preferences *NOT TAKING REQUESTS ATM*

Liam imagine

I guess tonight's just like every other night. Indicating me staying up into the crisp of the nights, waiting aimlessly for him to drag himself home. Every night I receive the same blunt apology, where he foolishly excuses himself for leaving me behind. Lately, he just doesn't seem to put an effort into caring about how I am, how I feel and how I'm cooperating with it all. Look, I don't want to be that girlfriend that distracts him from his duties and uses my own envy to make my life better, however I simply feel alone.

I love him to no compare, with everything I have, everything I am, but I don't believe I should stay with a person who makes me feel dreadfully alone. Not only that, but his fans and the demands his job has to offer drives me insane. I just feel not wanted or worthy of what his fans need of him and no matter how hard I try I never will be the person to give him the amount of publicity he needs. I just feel as though I can't live up to the expectations he needs in a girlfriend, he needs better.

Stifling a yawn, I glance to the clock as it reads 2:23, the door rustles slightly creaks open as he quietly enters the room. I see him scratch the top of his head, shake out his chocolate hair, tiptoe past me attempting to not make a noise.

I clear my throat, grasping his attention as he snaps his head towards me, covered in blankets on the couch.

"Oh babe," Liam gleams. "I didn't know you were awake, staying up for me?"

"Just like every other night," I scowl, earning a dreaded frown from him.

"What do you mean, are you okay baby?" He questions, as though he's completely oblivious.

"Liam, how long do you think I was going to go through this? How long did you think I was just going to put up with this, and follow you around like a stray puppy?" I demand.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Liam states unaware of what I'm referring to.

"Liam, I can't do this any more. I can't just wait for you every night, expecting one day for it all just to calm down, when we both know it never will. I can't just sit here gaining hate from your fans, wanting you to protect me, when we both know you're never here to even acknowledge what's going on. Liam it's over. I can't go through this pain you unintentionally put me through, I just can't. I know you don't mean to do this, and I know most of the time you don't do any of of it, rather the people you associate with. I love you, I really do, more than anything, but it's really not worth it anymore. Im not worth it. I'm sorry I was a waste of your time."

(Lyss)
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