TRAUMA 《KTH》✓

five

"Taehyung?"

"...Haeun, I love you!" you freeze at his sudden confession, but before you able to react, he close the gap between both of you.

Taehyung hugged you.

"Tae..?" You muttered silently.

"Our landlady is just right behind you, don't say anything." He whisper slowly and you finally calm down.

That's why he suddenly confessing. Let out a relief sigh, you feel embarrassed for panicking seconds ago, thinking of what should you say.

"Sorry if I did it without notice. She was right behind you, staring at me so I-"

"That's okay, Taehyung-ah. I understand. Let's go home then." You grin and walk ahead, leaving him behind.

Weird, why did you feel disappointed?

Maybe you're just surprised.

Do you lowkey hoping he really love you?

Or maybe you were happy to be loved again, just maybe?

---

"So, are you two really engaged?" Your landlady asked, eyeing both of you suspiciously.

Taehyung let out a sheepish grin while you giggles.

"Actually, he just proposed to me. Not in a formal way, since both of us are still working but-"

"But I'm serious. Look, I even bought engagement rings as a symbol for our engagement." He cut you and show off the rings that looked so perfectly beautiful on both of you and Taehyung's ring fingers.

"Congrats to both of you then. Long last and don't forget to invite me for your wedding in future then." After eyeing both of us for the last time, she smiled and congratulating both of you. "And Taehyung-ssi, you can now move in with your fiancée, and please makes sure to pay the fee well each month." She added before leaving.

Taehyung closed the door and giggles while pulls you to his living room.

"We made it! We really should go audition for acting, we're doing good!" You laugh and he nod.

"Yes, we are. So now, fiancée help me pack my thing will you?" Taehyung asked while smirking, obviously teasing you.

Took the sign, you tease him back. "Sure, my fiancée, I'll help you."

---

"So this is the last thing then? Nothing more left?" Jimin a close friend of Taehyung asked.

"Is it okay? I mean, what if Jimin ask about us?" You asked him earlier before he call Jimin.

"Don't worry, noona. Jimin is really my bestfriend. There's nothing he don't know about me." Taehyung assured you.

So you jump into conclusion that Jimin aware about Taehyung being gay.

Wait, what if Jimin is actually his boyfriend?

That question keep appearing in your mind every time you saw how close they were. They'll just giggling with each other when they make a mess. Another time they'll whispering each others then broke into laughs.

You will just stare at them with horror before shrug away your thoughts. Although you're not against that kind of love, but the thing is still new to you. You saw lots of it happening around the world, but it's your first time to experience it yourself.

"Nothing more, Jimin. Thank you so much!" Taehyung said after they done placed the small table into your apartment.

"Let's go for dinner. My treat." He added as he turn to you. "Noona, you also."

"Both of you just go. I don't feel well, I think I'll just go bath and rest." You made up the reason, just don't feel like going out.

It's not that you don't like Jimin, he's a nice guy but seeing how Taehyung act around him and all somehow makes you feel uncomfortable. You don't know why, maybe you feel jealous because Taehyung is your bestfriend, and he has another bestfriend around which makes him indirectly ditch you.

Not to mention your feeling about the possibility of Jimin being Taehyung's boyfriend.

"Eo? Noona, are you sick? Should we go to doctor?" He quickly come to you and check your forehead, which makes you blush slightly and push his hand away.

"N-no. Maybe I'm just tired. Both of you just go. You should've treat Jimin a dinner for helping us." You chuckles awkwardly and there's a pause when both Taehyung and Jimin stare at you then exchange looks.

"Actually, I already have a plan with my-"

"With your cousin! Right?" Taehyung cut Jimin's word as he smile cheekily. "Then I'll just treat you next time!"

"Oh right!! Right, my cousin." Jimin let out awkward laugh for awhile before rub his head. "So, I'll just go home then. Rest well you two!"

"Sure. I'll send you off. Noona, you can go shower first." Taehyung said and turn to you in a blink.

You nod at him, watching him put his arms around Jimin as both heading to the main door whispering each other. Inhales deeply you walk to your bedroom.

"He's really Taehyung's boyfriend." You chuckles to yourself before going to shower.

There are weird disappointed feelings inside your heart, but you just quickly shrug it away.

"He's still your bestfriend, Eun! Having a boyfriend wouldn't make him a stranger to you!" You told yourself while you were showering.

Then, right after you done your long bath, you walk out from your bathroom using your towel to wrap around your figure just like usual, totally forget that you were sharing room with a grew up man.

"Oh! Tae, sorry for take it too long. The warm water makes me relax and-" you pause as you notice his shock expression staring at your body. "Umm, Tae?"

"Yes?!" He snapped out from whatever things he dream about.

"I'm sorry if I surprised you, for awhile I forgot if you're here with me, but then I remember you're gay. So you supposed to be fine with me walking out with towel right? Because get change in bathroom is kinda uncomfortable for me, you know... but if you don't like it I wi-"

"I like it!" He cut you quick and went red. "I mean, I'm okay with it. I don't mind. I'm gay. I won't feel anything." He quickly added and let out a laugh. "Why should I feel anything?" He muttered slowly but you catch it.

"Sure. Of course. I know I don't have that good body line." You added bitterly and let out an awkward laugh before get into your bedroom.

While Taehyung in his bedroom is currently banging his head on the wall while keep chanting.

"What you've been thinking, Kim Taehyung! Forget it! Forget it!"

But then suddenly,

"TAEHYUNG!!!!!'