Suprised by my actions I quickly pulled away and walked away with him hot on my heels.
"Will you tell me?" he asked catching up to me. "Not now." I say keeping my head down abd following the
shouting from the other boys. He huffed and walked behind me not speaking. We followed the guys to
a burger place right next to the hotel. We walked in and saw all the guys waiting to be sat, we didn't
wait long as we were escorted to a large booth. Jack sat on my left and Elle on my right.
The waitress came over to our table pushing her boobs up to make them look bigger. I tapped on Elle's shoulder
to which we both laughed at the woman who was obviously trying too hard.
"So what can I get for you boys and girls." she asked trailing off at the 'and girls' part. The boys all went around
ordering soda and for me a water. She ran off to go grab our drinks while we looked at our menues for food
I didn't need to look because there was no eating for me. I couldn't. I was big enough already. After being hospitalized I was also diagnosed with anorexia.
"What're you going to get Hunter?" Elle asked me, she's been trying to get me to eat more but sometimes I can't help it.
"I'm not hungry." I lied to her when in fact my stomach was growling so loudly, if the music wasn't playing at the volume it was in this place, you would pobably be able to hear it.
"You need to eat." she said sternly, with a look saying that she wasn't going to take no for an answer.
I gave in to her knowing that I stood no chance, espesially with my brother and all the guys around.
She smiled and continued looking at her menue. Oh how I wished to look like her. She was pefectly skinny and I on the other hand had a little bit of fat which she claims that she can't see when obviously she's lying.
That girl could eat everything and not gain a single ounce. Just thinking of that made me think about trying to put up a fight with her and not eat but I knew there was no chance ever that I would win so I decided that tomorrow I would not eat.
Not long after the lady took our orders did our food come out. Everyone got large burgers that looked so delicious but calorie filled while I on the other hand just got a side of fries. Elle gave Jack a look as If telling him to make
sure I eat all of my food, which he understood because he made me eat every single thing on my plate.
By the time everyone was done all of the guys had the number from our waitress which I guess she wrote on all of their napkins.
I laughed as they all threw the napkins out on their way out of the place. As I was walking back to the hotel rooms with jack I noticed I had a text from Elle.
Elle<3 : Hey Cameron got Nash to stay in with Jack and Jack tonight so I hope you'll be ok for the night if I go over to his room. Only if it's ok with you.
I smiled. We both had this thing where we wouldnt interfere with one another getting with a guy so I quickly typed a 'sure go ahead' and continued to my room.
"Do you mind if I can come in?" Jack asked once we reached the door to my hotel room.
"Yeah, sure. That's fine." I tell him before unlocking my door and turning the lights in the room on.
"Wait here, I'm going to shower quickly." I tell him before gathering my things and hopping in the shower and letting the steaming hot water relax my muscles. I looked at the blade I had in my hand which I took from my makeup bag before making three large gashes on my wrist and four more on my thigh.
After I was finished I hopped out and got changed into some black sweats and plain white t.
I walked out to see him sitting on my bed waiting for me.
"Good we can talk now.." he said trailing off. I knew he was going to want to talk about my cuts. He looked at my now
exposed wrist to see the new ones. He carefully brought me close to him before kissing them all.
"I- I'm not ready to tell you the whole story yet." I confess to him.
"Will you at least tell me why you slapped Nash this morning? He told me about you slapping him after he hugged you and then you ran off I guess." he asked.
Really Nash? Really? You had to tell him? I prepared myself to tell him. The only people who knew the full on story was Elle. Yeah my parents knew but I didnt go into detail for them because honestly what parent would want to hear all that?
I took a deep breath before explaing everything from the part of arriving to the party, to being left alone, to the guy
holding on to me and forcing me into it, to when he was done and just left me there.
By the end of explaing it all I was in tears. He held me as I shook crying into his chest.
"I'm sorry you had to go through that all, I'm always here for you if you need anything. Here's my number if you ever need anything." he said before writing his number down and giving it to me.
He stayed like that holding me until I realized that it was getting late and so did he.
"Look i gotta go before the guys start to notice I'm not there. Text or call me in the middle of the night if you need anything and I'll be right over." he said before getting to the door before I stopped him.
"Can you stay with me for the night? Please? Elle won't be here tonight. She's with Cam and she usually holds me at night when I get nightmares." I asked him before I even thought about it.
"Of course." he said before pulling his shirt and pants off leaving him just in his boxers.
He hopped onto my bed under the cover along with my. I snuggled up to him before drifitng off to sleep. I wasn't asleep long until I had a nightmare from that night, I woke crying which also woke Jack up. He pulled me on top of him so I was laying on him while he lifted up my shirt and rubbed circles on my back trying to get me back to sleep.
'How could a guy I barely know make me feel so safe and secure?' I asked myself before falling right back asleep and not having that nightmare again.
