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OK SO IM VERY SORRY THAT ITS TAKEN SO LONG FOR ME TO UPDATE BUT SOMETHING HAPPENED AND I COULDN'T LOG INTO MY ACCOUNT TO UPDATE AND I HAD THIS CHAPTER ALL WRITTEN UP ON MY LAPTOP THEN MY LAPTOP DIED AND NOW I NEED A NEW CHARGER FOR IT BUT I JUST FINALLY FOUND A WAY TO RESET MY PASSWORD AND LOG IN AND NOW ILL BE WRITING THIS STORY ON MY PHONE BUT I JUST FELT HORRIBLE BECAUSE YOU GUYS ACTUALLY LIKE THIS STORY AND I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO WRITE MORE. I HOPE YOU DONT HATE ME. BUT NOW THAT I INFORMED YOU ON WHATS BEEN HAPPENING. HERES ANOTHER CHAPTER. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT.
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***Warning! It gets a bit sexual***
I woke up feeling groggy from last night. That's when it hit me. I slept with Nash. I feel like such an idiot. Do I tell Jack? Do I keep it from him and try to forget about it entirely? My heart started racing and I started shaking. Those thoughts were making me anxious and we're not helping my anxiety. I quickly found my pills for anxiety and took one hoping it would calm me a down a bit. I shook my head in anger and went into the bathroom. I jumped into the shower and turned the heat all the way up hoping that somehow it would get rid of the horrible feeling I had for getting with Nash. I mean Jack and I technically weren't a couple but it still made me want to throw up thinking about how he would react if I told him what happened. After about 20 minutes in the shower I hopped out to see Elle straightening her hair In the bathroom, as usual. I quickly wrapped myself in a towel and left the bathroom to change.
"The boys already left for magcon" Elle shouted to me.
"So that means we have the house all to ourselves for pretty much the rest of the day!" I yelled back excited. I slid on some red lace underwear and a huge Arctic monkeys sweatshirt that went down to just past my butt. I put my hair in a bun and walked down the stairs into the kitchen to make breakfast. I had the pancake mix ready and the pan on the stove when Elle came down with two bongs her hand.
"Wake, bake, and cook." She says before taking my place cooking while I lit the bong before pulling out the slide and inhaling all the smoke at once. We took turns cooking and smoking until it got to the point where we were burning the pancakes because we were too high. I put 5 unburnt pancakes on a plate for myself as did Elle before going into the living room area to watch Netflix. I put on Supernatural which is my all time favorite show as we ate and smoked. It was at a point in the show where Castiel was staring intently at Dean
'Cas, not for nothing, but the last time someone looked at me like that...I got laid.' Dean had said to Cas.
"They are so gay for each other" Elle says to me.
"I bet Cas wouldn't sleep with another guy" I said sadly, coming to the emotional part In my high.
Elle pulled me close to her.
"Stop with that. Everything is perfectly ok, you're just making yourself upset." She calmed me down before we watched supernatural for the rest of the day. We cleaned everything up and I slipped on some black skinny jeans before the boys got home.
"We're back. Hope you didn't miss me too much" cam said before pulling Elle into his lap and kissing her.
"Well that's my cue to leave." I say before going out back where jack, jack, and Aaron were trying to start a fire. They got it going quickly and poured some drinks for everyone.
About an hour later everyone was drunk and Cam suggested watching a movie. Jack and I sat close on a couch sharing a blanket. He was beginning to get touchy as the movie Frozen began playing. His hand roamed up my thigh and slowly creeped to the zipper of my jeans to which he slowly undid. I gave him a stern look which he returned with a mischievous smirk. He quickly yanked my jeans down along with my panties enough so there was room for his hand. He was playing a dangerous game. I kept my eyes on the screen as he began rubbing slow circle on my clit. I held back a couple whimpers as he did so. He then suddenly shoved two fingers in which made me gasp. To which I received a couple shush's and a weird look from cam. He continued at a slow pace. It suddenly got loud in the room when everyone began singing let it go. That was when Jack began with quick movements determined to get me to cum. Right before the song ended I let out a strangled moan as I came. I looked up to see Cam and Elle walk off to the room cam was staying in. I noticed everyone was either too drunk to comprehend anything or passed out so I snuck off with Jack to my room for the night.
I woke up to the sound of a thud. I looked to see Jack struggling to quickly pull his pants on, which led him trip and fall. I giggled, surprising Jack as he obviously thought I was still asleep.
"Could you been in more of a hurry to leave me?" I questioned jokingly but deep down I was sort of hurt. My mind began wondering to thoughts of him not wanting to be with me, like it usually does. I mean, he's fucking perfect and I'm just me. I shook my head, trying to rid myself of those thoughts.
"If it was up to me, we'd still be in bed in each other's arms, but your brother has been texting me asking where I'm at." He replied, leaning down to kiss me.
"Start packing your things, we have a flight in a few hours." He continued before running down stairs.
I lazily rolled out of bed before jumping in the shower and getting ready for the day. I put on some skinny jeans and a pierce the veil t-shirt. My phone vibrated in my hand, I looked down to see a text from a random number.
From: unknown
Hey babe ;) I'll see you soon.
Someone must have the wrong number I thought while throwing my clothes into my two suit cases. I rolled my bags down the steps and placed them by everyone else's. I grabbed my back pack that I was using as a carry on and placed it on top of my bags, then walked into the kitchen where everyone was. And by everyone, I mean everyone. I had been the last one awake, lucky me. I found a spot next to Elle and sat in silence while everyone around me were talking very loudly.
"So where are we off to next?" Elle asked Cameron
"Miami! Whoooo!" Hayes answered for him. All the guys began shouting at that.
"Why are you guys so excited?" I asked, very confused at their rowdiness.
"Beaches and hot girls." Carter listed some things. I shook my head and began reading on my phone until a drink and pills were shoved in front of my face by Elle. Again with this shit. I quickly took them before putting my attention back into the book I was reading.
"You need to eat." She whispered, I shook waved my hand at her, shooing her away. I wasn't hungry and I didn't need to eat anyways I was too fat for food, I needed to stop eating. And just like that I was sucked back into those horrible thoughts I thought I had escaped.
