Shanebrose || Champion

{ To My GF }

It was hard to draw, I'll admit... But it was 100% worth it...

And this chapter, is for you baby.... I really hope you read this one...

I'm really sorry, I am... I feel like such a fucking dick, I feel like such a bad girlfriend.... I love you so fucking more, more than you know, more than the words can even describe, and I say it all the time, yet I don't say it enough...

You make me nervous sometimes... But in a good way. A happy kind of nervous; like the day I'll finally be able to meet you. Like the day I'll finally call you mine forever and ask you that one simple question... It's a good kind of nervous.

I miss you a lot.. And easily.... That's why I text you so much.... And I'm scared it makes you mad.. Or it annoys you and you get upset with me... And I really hope that's not the case.... If I don't text you.. I get super worried, and when I do text you.. I feel like I'm bothering you but I just... I worry about you :(

If you be my star, I'll be your sky.

I dont ever wanna fight... I dont like it.... i dont ever wanna be in a fight with you, because I know if I am, I'll always come right back to you, but I'll feel like an absolute douche bag.. Like I do now..

I get so fucking worried about you that I don't know what to do... And then I get depressed then my fucking anxiety acts up and just.... I get upset.... And I dont know what to do without you..

I'm lost without you..

Forever is a long time. But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.

And that's exactly what I plan to do.

Please baby, forgive me, for I have wronged and I am human, I will make mistakes....

I hope youre not mad or upset with me... Please forgive me...

I wouldn't be able to live with myself knowing I have upset the most amazing human being in the world, and the only reason I live... 

You're everything to me...

My world.

My happiness.

My joy.

My soul.

My smiles.

My laughs.

My giggles.

You're my life.

I never wanna lose you.

And I wanna be with you, forever and always...

There is NO pretending I love you, and I will love you until I die, and even after that, in life after death, I will love you. 

I want to spend my life with you, babe.

I want to grow old with you and just enjoy one another's company.

I want to be able to have children with you, and call our selves parents.

I want to be the one you marry and call your wife. (( or Husband-Wife? ))

I want to be your last.

I want to be your first kiss.

I want to be your everything....

Just as you are mine.

I love you, so fucking much, that I don't know how to explain it...

These past, almost 7 months, I've been working on something huge for you.. It's been a pain, literally.... It's been hard for me to do... But you know what.... You're worth it... You've always been worth it. You'll always BE worth it...

You're everything to me baby...

Without you, I am nothing.

Without you, I have no purpose.

A yin without yang.

A bull fighter with no bull to fight.

A villain without a super hero.

A me without a you..

I love you, baby girl.....

I hope you forgive me...

And I hope you're not upset with me...