Shanebrose || Champion

{5}

*Shane's POV*

I was getting very pissed lately that Dean was hanging out with Sami and Finn a lot to where I only saw him when we went to bed. I wanted to have time for us, but he always wanted to do something with them, or go see Seth and Sheamus. I was starting to question if he just didn't want to be around me...

So, today I dropped him off at Sami and Finn's house and snuck out when he wasn't paying any attention. Like he'd even notice in the first place... He's too busy hanging out with them. 

I sighed as I parked my car at a local bar and got out, locking my car as I put my phone in the pocket of my jacket and went inside. I looked around and saw it partially empty. This was my favorite bar. You wouldn't expect it to be a bar. It was calm, there was really soothing music playing, and almost everyone was friendly! There were a few drunk off their ass idiots, but I mean you can't blame them sometimes. 

Hopefully I don't get that way tonight...

But this bar was the best. Mainly since maybe there would be 1-2 fights a month, unlike 7 fights a day at other bars. This place was nice, relaxing almost.

I saw my favorite bar tender was working tonight as I went up to her and smiled. "Hey Becky." I say smiling.

The red head looked up at me and smiled. "Shane! What can I get ya?" She asked in a thick, irish accent. She recently came out lesbian to me, and I totally supported her! She was my best friend, and one of my greatest and closest ones, so I'm glad she trusted me with this information, and I kept it close; a secret I'd never let go until she allowed me too.

"The usual, Becks." I say sitting down.

She chuckled and got me my drink and slid it to me as she walked over, cleaning glasses. "So, whatcha been up too?" She asked me.

"Eh... Been really upset lately, I have to say.." I admitted. She knew I was dating Dean, she was a super close friend, like I said, so of course she knew.

"Awww, what's up, pup?" She asked me with a tilt of her head.

"Dean has been... Kinda ignoring me lately and I'm wondering if I did something? He's always wanting to be with the others, never me... He doesn't wanna cuddle, he barley wants kisses, and I only see him at night... I-I don't think I did anything..." I say and frown.

"Maybe he's just going through puberty?" Becky questioned, cocking her hip to the side.

"Nah.. Last week." I say shaking my head. "Trust me, he gets super moody when he goes through his pubescent stages..."

"Oh sounds like me." She said laughing.

I let a soft chuckle escape my lips and shook my head. "He just gets kinda sassy and very needy, I mean it's rare when he does, but I mean sometimes he will." I say and sigh, thinking about Dean...

"Well, I think you should talk to him about how you're feeling, Shane." She said and shook her head. "It does neither of ya good to just sit around and let it happen." 

"But what if I make him even more mad..?" I say and frown.

"Then he ain't the one for ya!" Becky said crossing her arms.

"Becky.... He's the love of my life.... I already threatened to kill myself when he said we needed a break...." I say.

"Oh shiet, when did this happen?" She asked.

"About a month ago.." I say sighing. "We're okay though... Well... We were, I don't know what's going on anymore..." I say drinking some of my drink.