*Guys... I'm so sorry.... But im back for tonight.... This chapter will be short.... but I need to talk with y'all first...
A) My grandmother has cancer.... I found this out yesterday and I just.... Im rly scared.... I lost my great, great, grandpa to liver cancer I think it was.. And on November 5, 2016.... I lost his wife, my great, great grandmother...
B) I'm NOT okay.... You don't understand how much pain I am in rn... I've been wanting to cut yesterday... and it's worse today... I'm trying to fight it, I am... But i have no one to talk too.. no one..... Everyone is either busy, ignoring me, or just doesn't care...
C) I feel like I'm a shitty girlfriend... that explains it right there.... I feel like I annoy her.. That I piss her off.. And she's everything to me... I'd do anything for her.. She's the reason I get up in the morning.... Just so one day I'll be able to wake up to her and tell her how much I love her.. And to finally one day pop the question and call her mine...... I haven't been able to talk with her for a few days and I'm seriously worried about her.. I can't explain how scared and worried I am... That's... one of the reasons I want to cut.. Is cause I feel like I'm a bad gf and deserve it... But I'm trying not too.. and I hope she replies soon.....
D) I have to go study.... so this is a super short chapter... but tonight I'll make long ones.... if I'm emotionally sane too..
*Dean's POV*
I sighed and stretched out as i looked to Shane, who was already passed out, arms around my waist as we lay in bed. We had a long day today, and honestly it was one of the best days I've ever had.
I smiled and wrapped my arm around him and continued to read my book a little. After finishing my chapter, I put my book mark Shane made me in there and set it on the dresser. I switched the lamp on low and lay down and cuddled into Shane's touch.
Shane moved a little, moving his head into the crook of my neck as he held onto me with a tired groan.
I chuckled softly and kissed his head. "I'm right here baby." I whispered to him as I felt him hold onto me more.
Smiling, I cuddled into him. I kissed his head one last time and nuzzled my head into his neck and closed my eyes, allowing sleep to overwhelm me.
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Acak"Shane I don't know if I can keep doing this... Aren't you supposed to be the enemy of DX..?" Dean said frowning as he looked down. "So you're going to chose your job over the one you claimed to love?! The one who gave you everything?! I poured ou...
