When I almost lost it all

part 1

I entered the room with that sad look on my face sat on the chair like i'm carrying the weight of the world sighed in a trial to release all the agony and said :" i'm deeply in love with a man who would never love me back" with a tear coming down my check burning like flame   
I looked up expecting sympathy but to my surprise he showed a big smile and started congratulating me
"Does my pain bring u so much joy?", i said in astonishment yet his reply was more surprising "no",said he "but i'm really happy for u.u finally tasted the beauty of love that sweet melody that calms ur soul yet burns u up like a flameless fire. That's the highlight of all feelings."
"Ur wrong. This is not beautiful, this is not sweet. It's pure torture that will eat me inside out till i'm no more"
"No it isn't .after all . Don't u feel the ultimate happiness just by being near this guy? Don't u feel so warm and secure when u talk to him? Don't u wish this would last forever? Don't be so cynical u never know what may happen. He might be in love with u too but so scared to let it out. Just be there for him make him feel safe and happy give him a chance to realize u are the one and everything will work out eventually. Enjoy the moment while it lasts and don't waste it thinking of an uncertain future."
I spent the day thinking of what he said and how i feel and i came to a decision:
I'd live a lifetime of agony for just a moment of true pure happiness with him."