I tried my best to fight that fear to ignore it to keep enjoying that pure untainted happiness i didn't want to lose it i didn't want it to end the way he makes me feel the girl i am with him. "The girl", yes for the first time i feel like a girl beautiful intelligent appreciated and loved for the first time i feel alive living my own story for myself and only myself not for anybody else for the first time i seem to have found the one i can imagine the rest of my life with and ooh how beautiful these images are. He made me ignore all other men and see only him. He's the first and only man i've ever met and i don't wanna meet anybody else. But that fear that kept hunting me eating away that happiness every time we talked it flashed in my head like a warning red light i tried to control it but no use it just kept getting bigger and running deeper and nothing would stop it. And one morning, sitting in the cafe having my usual coffee, i saw this girl on the phone talking the way i talk walking the way walk and smiling the way i smile, and it stroke me,"i'm not the only one!!!!"
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When I almost lost it all
RomansaFeeling.... we can hide them but never control them and when they take over you might lose everything. She was just a girl with fear and uncertainty that almost destroyed the only thing she cared for Is she destined for eternal agony or will her fat...
