Maybe it wasn't love maybe it was just an infatuation with such a person maybe it's just a new experience that i misinterpreted to love maybe that's why it's so impossible to happen." I kept trying to convince myself with these thoughts planting them in my head in my heart and in my soul watering them with fear and doubt pushing away any feelings not allowing him in and the fact that he showed no resistance and didn't object confirmed these thought. I even tried to plan some blind dates for him delivered the admirers secret love letters made him notice every girl that liked him and just watched from the corner. I believed my own lie so hard i made it the truth,"we were never meant to be. Friends we are and friends we will always remain."
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When I almost lost it all
RomanceFeeling.... we can hide them but never control them and when they take over you might lose everything. She was just a girl with fear and uncertainty that almost destroyed the only thing she cared for Is she destined for eternal agony or will her fat...
