When I almost lost it all

part 6

It's funny how easy and extremely hard it is for us to break our own hearts. I could feel the pain growing in my heart i could hear the cracks running through it like an endless river. But none of that stopped me, i kept going and kept pushing till my efforts payed off. He started dating one of these girls i showed him. When he told me over the phone, it was like lightening hit my heart, it shattered into a million pieces. I was barely able to hold my tears act happy and congratulate him but the moment that phone call ended, i fainted. I wake up in the hospital and the doctors informed me that my heart is very weak and i have to stay in for a few days. it had to be i'm surprised the could find any of it left in there. I felt so empty inside no beats no heart no soul nothing just complete emptiness. I insisted on not letting anybody find out and shut down my phone. To tell u the truth i didn't even wanna get out i just wanted to die. My tears became the usual thing burning down along my checks curving their own track that would never heal. No medication could heal me and doctors gave up on me. They allowed me back home but i had to stay in bed and to tell u the truth i didn't have the power to do anything else. A couple of days later i opened my phone and to my surprise it rang the minute i opened it. It was him!!!!!!!!!!