When pennywise arrives to earth and learns a lot about use in the 1800s IT finds out that the man who took IT in is a noble and his wife is going to have a baby. When the baby arrives, IT watches the baby girl grow up and learns feelings from her. T...
I woke up in my bed and looked over to my left to see Bill still sleeping
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I smiled but then frowned still thinking about what happened last time we saw each other. I have a kid well a teenager and another kid as well that was with an abuser as well and she's all grown up too. I can't believe I left two of my babies behind. I laid back down and looked out the window seeing the sun shine behind the curtains.
"Star?" I heard a sleepy voice behind me
I turned around to see my penny looking at me with a worried look.
"I know your still thinking about what happened the last time we saw each other and about your babies" Bill said as he put his hand on my cheek
"I'm sorry Bill it just hurts me" I said as I go to turn back around but Bill stopped me and brought me to face him again and bringing me close to his naked chest.
"Stella I want our future to happen. I want us to still be married. I want us to terrorize Derry together. Please give me another chance" he says still having me close to his chest
"I want that to Bill" I said looking at him in the eyes cause when he says my actual name and not star. That's when I know he's serious
"I'm glad you want to" he said and kissed the top of my head
I giggled and brought his lips to mine. As we were making out the downstairs phone rang. I sighed and pushed Bill gently away. He giggled. As I got up and passed by he smacked my ass and I squealed. I looked back at him and smiled then put a robe on and ran down the stairs to answer the phone.
"Hello?" I said confused
"Hi is this Stella Morales?" A young female voice asked
"Uh yes who is this" I asked as I feel arms wrap around my waist and a chin resting on my left shoulder
"I'm Beverly Marsh.........And I think your my mother" she said
I froze. How could I forget about her. I feel awful again. "Uh umm. I know I had a daughter name Beverly and I guess that is you" I said surprised
"Yeah but uh I have to go now." She said then hung up the phone
"Was that the youngest one" Bill asked as he was kissing my neck
"Yeah it was" I said looking at the floor
"What did she say?" He asked as he rested his chin on my shoulder
"That I'm her mother" I said just staring at the ground and I started crying
"Star what's wrong" Bill asked with a concerned look on his face
"I left my babies with abusive father and I never bothered taking them with me. I'm a terrible mother bill I always have and always will" I said covering my face with my hand and crying into them
Bill hugged me and petted my head. I know he can't say I'm a good mother cause I don't have anymore children that can say I'm a good mother because all I did was abandon them.
- 16 years ago-
"YOUR A MONSTER STELLA!!!!!!!" yelled my boyfriend Butch as he kept walking up to me
"YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!" I said shouting at the top of my lung putting both of my hands on my 6 month belly. Making sure he doesnt hit me in the stomach and hurt our son.
"YOU EAT CHILDREN AND NOW YOUR GONNA EAT OURS AFTER YOU DELIVER HIM" he shouted once more and slapped me across the face. I yelped and fall to the ground. i stared at the ground holding my left cheek as tears come down my face.
-Flash back over-
i started crying cause i left Henry with a stupid father who doesn't know how to take care of his own child. Bill hanged onto me more cause he knew the memories i had were painful. Even the memories of being with Beverly's father was the worst. He actually kicked me in the stomach and tried to kill me while I was pregnant with Beverly. If he succeed on killing me then Beverly would of never existed and I would of never been where I am now.
~ 14 years ago ~
I was panicking. Walking back and forth.......why am I panicking.......well let me tell you.....my boyfriend Al Marsh found out who I really was and I'm 7 months pregnant with our baby girl.......I was really scared cause if he found a way to kill me....my daughter would never ever would get a chance to see the world and I want her to......her dad has cheated on me with other women and none of them told me they were pregnant........yes they all found out where we lived and came to me and told me that he's cheated and some of them have said that "now I know why he's cheating on you. You ugly piece of shit" which those ones are currently in my stomach.........Nina how ever became a really good friend to me........I heard the front door open then slam shut
"Steeelllaaaaa" a male voice said coldly and it ran down my spine
I stayed in the bedroom and hear the foot steps get closer and closer. My heart beat was getting louder and louder as he entered the room. He gave me a creepily smile and that's when I knew everything was gonna happen......he walked over to me slowly and sniffed my hair. I don't know why. I always smell the same which is strawberries or vanilla.....he looked at me still having that smile on his face
"Strawberries this time" he said
"Y..y..yeah felt like smelling like strawberries" I said nervously
He then put his hand under my chin "why didn't you tell me you were a monster" he said with a whisper
"I...i...i...I don't know" I said stuttering
He then pushed me to the ground and started beating me up and kicking me in the stomach as I yelped in pain. Al then left me there laying on the floor in pain.
~ flashback ended ~
"Shhhhhh Stella it's ok" penny said as he rubbed my back holding me close
"I don't want to fail as a mother again" I said in tears as penny hugged me closer
"You won't fail....i promise" he said and kisses the top of my head
