Lost Love

Spring day

Alex's P.O.V
My eyes shut as i felt a sharp and cold metal object against my neck, i thought that this was it, at this point i mind as well die...
"Okay, thats it come with me beforee you die!" My eyes where filled with hope, hope of me finally dissapiring from everyones life...
"Go ahed kill me...you will be doing me a huge favor..." i said as i looked at him, altho he didn't show it i was 100 procent sure that he was annoyed by my emotionless face, i shut my eyes as i waited for my end, but just like always my miracle was taken away, i heard a familiar voice yelling...
"Get your filthy hands off o him unless you want me to get my filthy hands on you" the "hiro" said to the killer that was trying to do me a favor..."Oh yeh what are you gonna do about it tough guy?" The criminal asked, Ethan didnt say anything and punched him in the face hard, a bunch of people gathered around and soon there where cops...

Ethan's P.O.V
The cops showed up really soon, and they tuck the criminal away, i slowly and with selfdoubed walked over to Alex...
"Are you okay?" I asked and he nodded his head
"Yeh...thanks for your help" he said and he turned to walk away, i died inside when he turned away to walk...i grabed his hand gently not wanting to scare him.
"Look...you just got attacked...if you want you can come over to my house...rest there a bit...then you can go home" i saod and he looked at me
"Im good thanks for the offer tho" he said and i slowly tuck his hand
"Come on i saved your life..its the least you can do for me.." i said looking in to his beautiful mezmarizing brown eyes.
"No i really am fine Ethan.." he said as he walked away i ran a hand trough my hair as i watched him walk away...i walked over to my car i sighed as i started driving, i was driving slower then his walking just so i get to see him a bit more...soon he stopped and he was just staring at the moon i walked out of the car...
"You know you are still welcomed to come with me.." i said looking at him and he sighed...
"Ethan...just one cup of hot tea he said and i nodded my head agreeing with anything just as long as he gets to come with me
"Alroght then lets go..." he said and walked in to the car, buckling his seat belt, i was driving at a normal pace now, he was beeing really quet as ususal...after a bit of droving i finally parked in front of my apartment, i got out of the car walking in to the bulding Alex fowllowing close behind.
"Welcome to my home" i said as he tuck his shows off
"Thanks..." he said
"No problem, just walk trough that door, i will get started on hot chocholate, cause am out of tea...is that okay?" I asked and he nodded his head slowly "Yeh..thags fine" he said. I couldnt stop smiling...

Alex's P.O.V
I walked in to the leaving room, looking around the pure and clean room. I placer my jacket on the small and modern couch, i spotted a cabinet filled with beautiful and intresting ordament, with a bunch of pictures on it too.
I hesatated but walked over to it, i spotted a picture of a beutiful blomd woman about Ethan's age, she was smiling on the picture as Ethan had his arms around her, the girl looked so beautiful and pure and inocent..
"No wonder Ethan fell for her..." i murmered to my self...
"I didn't fell for her..." i jumped as soon as i heard Ethan's voice making me drop the picture in my hand wich made the glass shatter on the floor.
"Oh my god am so so sorry!" I said as i quickly bent down to pick up the shattered glass, but i cut my finger as i reached for one pice...
"Ah..." i said as i quickly pulled my hand away, i felt a soft hand pull mine 
"Let me see..." Ethan said as be tuck a look of my finger..."Oh it's a deep cut...come on" Ethan slowly placed me on the couch as he tuck out his forst aid kit, he tuck my hnad in his again and patched my finger up...
"Here all done..." he said and i pulled my hand away
"T-thanks..." i said, he handed me my hot chocholate.
"W-why didnt you tell me that you didnt have any tea?" I asked him tyring to brake the awquard silance
"I wanted you to come, if i siad i dont have tea you wouldnt have come" he said and my face turned red like a tomato, i looked away to avoid his addictive eyes...after a few seconds i felt something hot on my leg realising i spilled my hot chochlate on my lap, i quockly jumped, i sliped and fell in Ethans lap...i bit my lip and looked in to his eyes blushing as i do...

Ethan's P.O.V
I slowly leaned in wanting to kiss him so badly...
"Alex..." i say queatly as i placed my hands on his hips slowly and gently, he leaned in as well...
"This is wrong..." he said softly backing away a bit...
"If this is wrong i never wanna be right" i said getting even closer to his lips...

Alex's P.O.V
I leaned in to him too, i had ti stay strong but i couldnt, i wanted him just as much as he wanted me...
"Dad..." i quickly jumped away as soon as i heard a soft voice...
"Emily..." Ethan got up looking at her
"What is it baby?" He slowly aproached her
"I miss mom..." she said looking down
"I miss her too baby...but she is with us with every step we take okay?" He saod as he wraped his arms around her
"Okay...can we sleep together?" She asked and Ethan nodded his head
Emily tuck his hand pulling him in to her room...
"Alex...i will be 2 seconds..." he said
"No...i will just head home..." i said and tuck my jacket from the couch...

Ethan's P.O.V
I looked as he tuck his jacket and walked over to the door...
"Emily, go to bed i will right over okay angel?" I asked my daughter and she nodded her head...
"Alex...wait..." i said and he looked at me, i leaned in but he quickly turned away...
"Coming here was a mistake...i should have never even thought about coming..." he said and turned to walk away but i grabbed his arm...
"Alex...dont say that..." i said leaning in again resting my forhead on his
"Emily is waiting for you..." he saod and he walked out of my apartment...i slowly closed the door and walked over to Emily, she was cuddling a picture of her mom, i git under the covers wrapping her up in my arms, the only girl i have ever truly loved in my life...

Alex's P.O.V
I ran oht of Ethan's bulding with tears in my eyes, running to my hotel room, as soon as i was there i layed down on my ved not even changing in to regular cloths...the stane visable on my jeans...i alowly closed my eyes, when will this blizard end, when will my spring day come...
"I miss you..."

Next on Lost Love...
I sighed getting up to open the door
"Sir this little girl claims to know you" the manager of the hotel said as Emily was standing there with a back pack on her sholder and a picture of her mom in her one hand
"Ugh yeh...i know her.." i said as he turned and walked away....