Lost Love

What comes and what goes

Alex's P.O.V
     Buzz 
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                  Buzzzzz!!
I growled as i rolled on the ither side of my bed annoyed at the ringing if the hotels room door bell.
"JAMES! DOOR!" i yelled but there was no response
"JAMESSSSS!!!!" I yelled again louder, at this point i was getting pissed, i growled again and got up mubling to my self.
"11 years working for me and the dude starts messing up now" i said as i made my sleepy ass to the door.
"Finnaly! Tuck you long enough thease things are heavy!" My menager said as she walked in, placing the bags that she had in her hands on the modern table. I ran a hand trough my bed hair looking at her still half a sleep.
"So what are you doing here?" I asked her my voice deep and husky.
"Wow don't sound too happy to see me Alexander" she said and i rolled mg eyes taking a seat
"So it's serious huh?" I asked looking at the small note that was on the table
The note
    Dear sir Alexander
I am so very sorry to leave in such a rush but my nease is in the hospital, i will take the day off, your coffe is in the fridge just how you like it.
      James.

I didn't react to it in any way i just tossed it aside.
"Why would you think it's seriohs handsome?" She asked and i laughed a bit
"You only call me Alexander when it's serious" i said as i got up and walked to the fridge grabbing the coffee.
"Okay well we do have alot of paper work to do and decitibg where the next shelter would be buld" she said.
"Okay, let me just freshen up and we can start" i said as i walked over to the bathroom putting on a random pair of black jeans and a black tshirt and a gray hoodie.

Ethan's P.O.V
"I really think you should give her a try Ethan" my dad told me for the 100 time, trying to make me get Emily a baby sitter.
"Dad i can't trust the life of my daughter with anyone" i said as i made Emily her food untill she heals she is excused from school.
"She is a really nice woman, just give her a call" he said leaving me her number.
"If i get you out of my hair, i will have a talk with her" i said as i smiled at my daughter.
"Emily! Come on baby food is ready" i said and she smiled getting up walking over to the table sitting diwn starting to eat carefully. I looked at my dad sighing
"I will be back" i said as i walked iver to my room instantly grabbing my phone.

Alex's P.O.V
"So we can do this color but it's nothing official ofcourse that you can chose what you want too" i heard my menager rambling on about the color.
I sighed and nodded ny head slowly
      Ding
        Dinggg...
Text message....
From Ethan: hey handsome, how is your day going so far?

I heard my phone go off and i picked it up to read the message, i smiled a bit before i replyed to it
      Text message...
From Alex: well i have a lot of work to do, what about yours?

From Ethan:
Well i was hoping i get to see the love if my life today;)

From Alex:
If i finish with my work i will try to see you today.

From Ethan:
Can't wait, now go back to work my love...i love you...

From Alex:
I love you too❤

"Alex!!!!" I heard my menager snapping me out of my thoghts.
"Mh what?" I asked her with a smile on my face
"Im gettong a feeling that your not listening to a word im saying" she said and i sighed.
"Im thinking abiut Etha...he texted me" i said and told her everything that happend between us.
"Well whats the problem then Alex?" She asked looking at me.
"What if, all of that i want will be too good to be true..." i asksd my menager and she looked at me
"Look at this photo you are happy, Alex for once start thinking abiut your self and not for others..." i smiled and nodded my head getting up practacly running over to Ethan's place.

Ethan's P.O.V
I actually tuck my dad's advice and talked to the woman that he recomabded and so far i liked her and i offered her the job.
"You can move in we have an extra room" i said to her as Emily was sitting in my lap.
"Dad im 10 i dont need a baby sitter" she said and she smiled.
"Don't think of me as a baby sitter think of me as your friend Emily" she saod to her and she nodded her head
"Okat deal, but stay away from my dad" she said and i looked at her suprosed...but turned all my attanetion to the woman..

Alex's P.O.V

"It is no big deal Ethan, i told you" a woman said as Ethan was sitting with Emly in his lap...
"Thank you...Emily needs someone like you...i need somone like you" my eyes filled thme selfs with tears as i dropped the photo in my hand turning around rushing to my hotel room again
"James book the earliest flight to London...." i sobbed as i ran back to thw hotel room...

7:45pm New York city, pooring rain outside...
Alex's P.O.V
I whiped off anither tear from my face, what Ethan said not getting out of my head, so deep in my thoughts that i didn't even notice James walk in.
"Sir, i booked the latest flight like you said, it is in 2 days at 5:45pm. There was no sooner" he said and i looked at him.
"Thank you James" i said and turned back to the pooring rain my phone buzzing out of contorll from messages from Etah...
"I thought tou where the cause of my euphoria..." i said quetly mumbling to my self quetly...

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"Hey, don't ignore me" i said looking at him, he turned his face away from mine.
"Im not! Im just doing what i should have done in the first place!!" He yelled looking in to my eyes.
"Just fucking leave!! And go ve with her!!" He yelled and thats where i knew he was upset about something....
"Alex what are you talking about?" I asled getting closer but he pushed me away.
"I know!! Okay i kver heard you!! You need someone like her Emily needs somone like her not me! So im going back!!!" He yelled i smirked knowing he is jealous without a warning i pinned him against the wall kissing him roughlh and hungerly biting his lip, him nit hesatating to kiss me back. I pulled away an inch and smirked
"Your so fucking hot when your jealous" i said and pushed him on to the bed kissing him again roughly...

I was biting my lip smiling in haven lying next to Ethan, with only sheets between us.
"You know, i actually have to go back tomorrow right?" I asked as he snuggled me.
"Mhh for how long do i have to be without you?" He asked
"A week" i said and he griwled kisaing me again...

"I think you should go to bed Jessica!" I said as i held ger drunken body.
"Ethan...im in love with you..." she said as she leand in...