Lost Love

Happy birthday Emily!

Alex's P.O.V
I wanted that family but i can't have it, i watched as Ethan was hugging his daughter. I mean why can't i have it im so in love with Ethan and he feels the same way about me...and he seems to be happy when ever im around and Emily likes me too...i was snapped out of my thoughts by Ethan
"Alex...we are heading for breakfast...want to come along?" He asked and i wanted to so badly but my stupid concouse didn't allow me to say yes
"No...i have work to do..." i said and Emily frowned
"Can i see you later?" She asked and i nodded my head
"I will stop by the coffee ehop later" i said to her and hugged her she tuck her back pack and left the room leaving me and Ethan alone.
"Thanks again for everything you did for her...she really likes you i can tell" he said and i smiled
"No problem i like her too she is super sweet and adorable" i felt him getting closer to me and i bit my lip softly
"Alex..." he said as he got closer to me i kept on bqcking away untill i hit the table, he looked in to my eyes and slowly placed his hand on my cheek
"Alex...i love you" he said i felt my hear fluttlwr and all i could do was lean in...
"Sir your coffee" is done James said as i jumped away from Ethan seeing him roll his eyes.
"Thanks...you can go now" i said, soon James was gone. Ethan grabed my chin and slowly leand in to my lips
"Dad im readdy" Emily said and i pulled away from him as Ethan growled and turned around to his daughter picking her up and leaving
I sighed and walked over to the bathroom to get ready for the day.
I brushed my teeth and looked at my self in the mirror...
Flash back...
I laughed as he looked at me
"Do you meen marrage?" I asked him obviously teasing him. Ethan looked at me sighing
"No...im taking about sex..."
End of flash back...
I growled and slpashed the icy cold water on my face to snap me out of my thoughts but i couldnt i kept on thinking about when he touched me for the first time in that way, my first time...was Ethan...his hands on my hips his smart mouth...i looked at my refelction in the mirror and sighed.
"All thease years alone in London...i can't do this to him...i have to get back to London..." i said to my self and jumped in the shower...

Ethan's P.O.V
I smiled as i was glancing at Emily every now and then watching her do her home work.
"She is adirable Ethan" my boss said and i smiled at her
"Thanks" i said making the orders that i'm supose to serve.
"She takes after you" she said and i shuk my head looking at my daughter
"She takes after her mother" i said and and started delivering the drinks
"Daddy!" Emily yelled after me and i turned around.
"Princess im working now" i said and she nodded her head, my boss walked up to me and smiled at me "You can take a braik for her" she said and i smiled.
"I will just see what she wants real quickly" i said as i made my self over to Emily.
"What is it princess?" I asked my beautiful daughter.
"How do i solve this?" She asked me and i slowly leand down taking a look at her problem, once i have scaned the problem i explaned it to her as much as i could. She seemd to inderstand it after she was taken care off i git back to work and my boss was watching over Emily.

Alex's P.O.V
As i was driving down town to go to thw coffee shop that Ethan was working at my mind was slipping to how i would tell him that i have to go back to London. I sighed as i parked the car and sat in it thinking for a while tryimg to get my story strait for Ethan...

Ethan's P.O.V
I glanced over at Emily and saw that i had no work for now so i decited to check up on her really quickly.
"How are you princess?" I asked her as she was looking at the road and the speed of the cars with her phone in her hand listening to some music
"I'm fine daddy" she said and i kissed her head and walked inside to get back to work...

Alex's P.O.V
After a while of thinking i decited to get to the coffee shop. I started my car and after 5 minutes i was there. As i got out of the car i heard Emily yelling after me (i was parked on the other side of the road)
"ALEX!!" Emily yelled as she started to speed up to me, my eyes wided in fear as i saw a huge giant car run over her making her colapse on the floor.
"EMILY!!!" I yelled and ran up to her, i saw that she was unconcous and her head was pooring blood. I picked her up as the man who hit her walked out of his car looking in shock and fear. I looked up and saw that Etahan dropped the orders that he had and sprinted to Emly. I gave Emly to her and turned to James
"Get my car now!" I said asbhe ran iver the other side of the street to get my car i bent down to Ethan as he was sobbing and holding Emily, a lot of people where gathered around all of us asking if she is okay.
"EMILY!! PLEASE BABY WAKE UP" Ethan was shaking her in fear. James showed up with the car and i looked at Ethan "Get in" i said and he rushed over to the car. I sat in the drivers seat and started driving as fast as i could.