B R O K E N (hannie)

Chapter eight

Annie's POV
"Hey Julianna" i hear someone say. that someone, was Brennan. i try to walk past him and he slaps me. "don't move" he says walking closer to me. i run. i run as fast as i can. i run home and sit on my bed and cry, why does he have to be here. why?

i go to the bathroom. i get my razor blade out of my cabinet. and slash my thighs 3 times. i cry. "why?" i say out loud. "Annie?" i hear someone. oh no. it Hayden. "um one second!" i holler, i wipe off the blood and throw it away, i pull my pant leg back down. i unlock the door. "hey!" i say walking past him. "what happened back there?" he asked. "Me and Brennan used to date. he beat me. he's so mean and annoying. he slapped me and i just ran."
i say to him starting to tear up.
"it's okay Annie" "you'll be okay"

"okay. that word sucks. OKAY you really won't be okay. i'm not okay. i'm Broken. i'm hurt. why can't you see that. it's like everyone says i'm "okay" i'm not. i'm not okay. stop saying everything will be Okay. it won't be!" i yell.
"IM NOT OKAY!" i say running back into the bathroom. Hayden comes after me. "Ann-"LEAVE ME ALONE!!! i yell putting my knees up to my face.
*knock knock*
"Hayden go away. i don't want to talk" i say "Hunny it's not Hayden" my mom says.
"Come here please" she says unlocking the door.
"why" i ask
"because we need to tell you something" she says
i get up and walk downstairs with her. Hayden was there too. no. he couldn't have. what if he told them about my cutting. no. no .no
"Annie, your sister is gone.." she says trying to seem calm. "w-what do you mean gone??" i ask. "she passed away last night." she said
"AND YOU'RE JUST TELLING ME NOW?" i scream and runoff to my room. she can't be gone. no.'this is my fault. "NO" i scream. I sit at my desks and i write some notes.
i fall Asleep.

••••
about 3 days of staying home from school i finally decided to go. Hayden wasn't going because he was sick. i get up and get ready. i walk to school. when i arrive i go to my locker "fatass" someone says walking by. "Hoe" another one says. i can't stand this.

i start to walk home when these "popular" kids come up to me. "Hey bitch" one says
"i'm going home and i'm going to end my life." i say as i turn around and walk home. "ooo attention seeker!"'they yell.
i get home. nobody was going to be home for a few hours. i get out my phone and post a picture of piper. and post it ok instagram with the title "i love you guys so much, please know that" and i turn off my phone. i go to the bathroom and pull out my blades. i get my notes out from under the sink where i've hid them for 4 days. i sit on the floor and breathe. "you can do it Annie"
i say to myself

HEY HOPE YOU ENJOYED, i'm here to talk, i may not help but i will listen!

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