B R O K E N (hannie)

Chapter Ten

Hayden's POV

"Annie how many pills did you take?" i asked gently.

"a lot" she replied

"i wanted to make sure i would actually die." she added.

no emotions. there is no emotions in her. she's blank. empty. sad.

"Hayden i hate my self. i hate my life" she says still looking blank.

how. did anyone not see what was wrong with her. how did i not see. i almost lost her.

She looks at the floor where the pills were.

"WHY DID YOU STOP ME. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU" she yelled throwing the blades on the floor and putting her hands over her face.

"i did it because i can't bare to lose you. Annie you mean the world to me. i love you so much."

"Get out." she says calmly

"i'm not leaving" i said back

"Hayden. get the fuck out, why do you care so much" she says taking her hands off her face.

"Why do i care so much? because i love you. because you're my everything. you mean the world to me. i'm not fucking leaving Annie. never. i almost lost you. i'm not taking that chance again." i say with tears in my eyes

i hear Annie's mom walk in. "Annie!!" she yells running up the stairs. she runs in and sees me and Annie sitting on the floor. she falls to her knees and hugs Annie. "i love you so much Annie" she says in between sobs

i got up and took the blades and pills with me. she must have took one bottle full. there was two bottles and only enough pills to fill up one

then the ambulance arrives and takes her to the hospital.

fuck.
fuck

why am i such an idiot. i knew she was hurting herself. i was the only one who knew. and i should have done something. i should have fucking done something. i'm an idiot.