••calum••
You were at the apartment you and cal shared. You guys were about to hit 4 months, and neither had said those 3 special words yet.
Yet you could admit it, you did love him. You didn't know how he felt about the subject. You often wondered if he wanted more from you, if you weren't good enough, if you didn't do a good job.
You started believing the haters more and more.them taunting at you "he doesn't love you, your just a set up from management"
And
"He's probably just using you"
The list goes on really. Until today. You broke, didn't want to deal with the haters. So you went onto Twitter and posted
"Saying all these things about me and calum won't change anything- you don't know what goes on, and certainly don't know how we feel. We all come around at some point"
You sighed and got off of the app. Dropping your head in your hands in frustration. Screaming.
You went out to your balcony, and watched the London eye spin and stop every now and then.
Until you heard the balcony door open and a frantic
"Y/n I love you I'm so sorry those people are saying that on twitter. I love you and only you forever"
••Michael••
You and your boyfriend Michael were going through some rough patches at the moment. He was gone a lot, out with the boys. And would always come back late at night tipsy or worse. Sometimes sober but annoyed.
It had been this way for a few weeks now. And you had to admit you were really worried. No amount of bickering could stop worry.
You love him with all your heart. Mans even though neither had said it yet, over the course of 6 months, you'd implied it multiple times.
So here you are, laying in your bed, the big red digits mocking you as the 1:59 flashed 2:00. You were growing sleepy, and was almost asleep when you heard the door slam and feet running up the stairs.
The door opened and was shut slowly- quietly. In a course of about 2-4 minutes, you felt the bed shift and a body curl up next to you, arms went around your waist and a head rested on your collar bone.
It was Michael. You smile and curled into him. Subconcensly putting your head in the crook of his neck and hands gripping into his shirt.
Before you drifted into sleep you heard a faint "I love you y/n even if you've been asleep the last few times I've said it. I love you"
You smiled. Knowing now he's said it before but only after he knew you'd be asleep.
••ashton••
Ashton was your best friend, you were glued to the hip, and never left each others side.
But one night, after he'd gotten mad and yelled at you. For getting rid of anna, his now x girlfriend because shed cheated and you caught her. He was mad that you had to tell him, and also for a bit thought you did so only because you disliked Anna.
You loved ashton (like a brother) and hated when he was mad at you. You did understand why, even though you had caught Anna red handed with cheating. He loved her, and was hurt so bad after he found out.
G
It had been about a week since then and you hadn't left your room. Not eating. Just sleeping, crying, and watching movies. To make it better- dan broke up with you- for another girl. So you'd lost two people you loved.
Only ashton ment more, you'd known him since you were born. He's your sunshine, your reason to smile most days, he's the one who's always there to save you. Always there to make sure nobody hurt you. He was so over protective to.
His hazel eyes always reflected off happiness, you were the only one who he would talk to if he was anything but happy. His dimples were..... The best?! They were poke able - what can I say?!!
You looked like him kind of, You had his hair color, with hazel/brown eyes, tan skin. And only one dimple. But You were shorter.
You sighed. And another sob raked your body. What had gone wrong?
Somewhere inbetween you had left the door unlocked- which resulted in you freezing when you heard the door open and close again. Footsteps getting closer.
Arms wrapped around your waists and you. Could smell ash.
"I'm sorry I love you so much y/n i cAnt live without my best friend. My sister. Please forgive me"
••Luke••
You and luke where glued to the hip. The couple everyone loved. Having the relationship everyone wanted.
The problem with that though, is you weren't at all what others thought you were. Take away all the cute moments around people, the piggy back rides and the wedding style entrances. You had your moments.
This moment happened to be one of them. He slammed the bedroom door on you. You started to sob. And slid down the door. You could tell he did the same. The only difference is you could feel his elbows hit the door every now and then. Then you heard a strangled sob. You jump. And tear the door open. Seeing like huddled sgainst the door. Blood dripping down his....
Wrist.
You sob and slam the door, crouching beside him and putting his body in your lap. Rocking him and he shook in your arms and out his head in the crook of your neck. His sobs not calming down. His arms were against his shirt. Blood staining the light grey fabric. But you didn't care.
You pulled back and looked at him fead in the eyes. Pecking his lips and then his arm. Closing your hand around his wrist. Softly so you didn't hurt him.
He sobbed again and I could see he regret, shame, and sorrow in his beautiful blue eyes. Right then your love for him radiated off like waves.
"I'm sorry y/n I'm so sorry. Please don't leave me. I- I love you"
You gently smile as your heart fluttered. and pecked his forehead.
"Never would I leave you. I love you too much"
