*Larken's Point Of View*
Maybe I can forget that yesterday even happened. I hated having Zack know. Now, if I do it than I would hurt more than one person. Is it bad that I want to curl up into a ball and cry? Maybe, but it seems like the most comforting thing in the world right now.
"Hey Lark, I have to leave." Zack takes me out of my thoughts. "I have to go to band practice." I nod. I don't feel like talking. Zack leans down and kisses my forehead. "I guess I'll talk to you later. I hope we can go on another date soon." He leaves me on the couch.
I run into my bedroom. I collapse onto my bed and I start crying. All I can think of is how stupid I am for letting Zack see them. Maybe I should just end it all so he doesn't need to worry about me.
I pull myself up from my bed, stumbling into the bathroom. I find my blade and I sit against the counter. I place the blade at the end of my hand and I start to slide it down towards my elbow. The blood flows out.
I see arms grab my hands and the blade.
*Zack's Point of View*
After I sit in my car, I realized I forgot my phone. I think I left it on her couch. I hope Lark didn't lock the door. I still can't get over that she does this.
I knock, but there isn't a answer. I try the door handle, which pries the door open. I make my way to the couch. I hear the sobs coming from upstairs. Should I go check it out? I think I should. Slowly, I make my way to her bedroom.
I hear sobs coming from somewhere else.....the bathroom? I go in there to see Lark sitting against the sink with blood coming from her arm. I spot the blade in her hand. I run over to her, grabbing her hand and the blade. I feel tears start to make their appearance in my eyes.
I don't think she did it too deep. I pick her up and sit Lark in the bath. I stick her arm under the water to see how deep it is. OH MY- did she hit the vein? Thank God she didn't. Lark still might need a stitch or two.
One question I keep asking myself...................Am I the cause of her trying to commit suicide?
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Is my writing good?-okay?-horrible? Probably horrible. I don't really have any plans for this story so it may be a crazy ride.
-Liv
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Don't You Do That Again (Zack Merrick All Time Low)
FanfictionI dont know what to put here so I will just say... Larken meets a guy in a mall because she is having a painic attack. He helps her and then they start going on dates. Can she over come her mental illness? Can he help? Read to find out. Is that good...
