I need to be fixed I have too many problems. I'm fucking selfish, I don't care about shit, I onlyy drag people down with me. I draged a friend too far down and now thier life is miserable all because of me. It is my fault that that happened. I don't deserve anyone. No one deserves me either I'm nothing I'm horrible I'm the thing that causes problems in the world. I am the reason so go ahead start telling me what I did wrong, what problem I caused this time. *shrughs* I deserve to at least know what I did do wrong which is everything. I'm sorry I make u guys sit there and read all my shit, that I make u feel something u shouldnt have to, that I slowly start making ur life miserable too. I'm sorry Hailey. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I don't deserve u either. I deserve to go live in the black hole never to be found again, to never be heard from again, to be starved, to be beaten and tortured, to never be able to die because death is mercy, all u people who are reading this deserves mercy I was wrong when I say Death is mercy. No one deserves mercy. Cause u know What? U guys do, u guys actually care, u guys are the good people. I'm nothing i don't deserve mercy or any of that shit. And please don't try to get me to believe in the religion stuff cause I don't im sorry but I don't. Everyone leaves at some point and this time it needs to be me cause I am the problem. U guys were never the problem it is only me. I'm sorry u guys had to read this long add thing as usual but this is the worst one yet I'm sorry. Bye live a good life without me please.
