MISTAKE. ㅡ sk [on-hold]

ii. envy

❝ㅡto have whatㅡ❞

ii. envy

when he arrived at the huge playground, he looked around but he saw no one. he wondered where's his hyung at.

he tried to call his hyung but no one answered. he started to get anxious, so he tried to text him this time. happily, the older one replied.

me:
hyung
im here
wru

minnie hyung:
by the swing set

jisung headed towards the swing set. to his relief, minho was there. he almost didn't recognized him due to the lack of lighting and minho's choice of clothing.

"hey hyung!" jisung shouted while waving his hands in the airㅡsmiling widely as well, to catch minho's attention.

minho looked up to see the smiling boy a few meters away from.

minho stood up from the swing when he saw jisung running towards him, then he felt himself engulfed in a hug.

jisung was the first one to broke off the hug, minho quickly missed the feeling.

"hey hyung." he greeted, while the younger cutely grinned ay him.

"how are you, hyung? uh, where have you been? we missed you, you know?" these were some of the questions that jisung asked to minho.

but minho didn't answer them, a single word didn't even came out of his mouth.

he was expressionless too, jisung noticed.

"hey hyung, are you okay?" jisung's voice filled with worry.

instead of answering his questions, minho sat down on the nearest bench. jisung followed suit.

silence engulfed the two boys.

but jisung decided to crack it, this isn't what he came for. he wanted to talk to his beloved hyung but the older one isn't cooperating. he didn't lie to the other members just for this! plus he wanted to get answers as to why minho left the company just like that.

"hyung, you wanted to see me yet you're not talking. what is it that you wanted, hyung?"

no response.

he faced his hyung who's looking at the ground with a cold expression.

"hyuㅡ"

"i envy you." the first few words that minho let out that night.

"what?" jisung thought.

"uhm, what?" he voiced out.

"you heard me."

jisung froze. not because of the chilly evening, but because of the words that his hyung were telling him.

"i mean, what do you mean by that?"

minho sighedㅡthe cold expression slightly died down.

"what im saying is.. im jealous of you, jisung." he was now facing jisungㅡwho still can't believe what he was hearing.

"you're a talented kid, jisung. you can rap, dance, and heck, you can sing! you can even hit high notes!"

jisung broke out of his trance as minho calmed himself down for a minute while looking away.

"how could someone as young as you be so talented? and here i am, a worthless piece of shit." minho's voice were full of sadness, jisung almost wanted to reach out to hug him.

"don't say that, hyung."

"why not? it's true anyway." minho insisted.

the oler boy continued, "you know what? show me."

jisung looked at his hyung with a confused look. "show you what?"

"not what, you idiot. how! how can i be like you. ah, noㅡbetter yet, share to me your talents. just a little bit, it'll be fine, right?" minho had a crazed grin as he looked back at the younger.

"what? that's impossible, hyung. i can teach you how to do things but i can't just directly share it to you. it's obtained with determination and hardwork, hyung, not shared." jisung explained, trying his best to not be scared of his hyung.

"i'm only asking you just a little bit yet you're being a selfish bitch." minho spat out. jisung can't believe that those words came out of his hyung's mouth.

jisung abruptly stood up, "hyung, are you being serious right now?"

minho joined him, "of course, i am! shareㅡno, give! give to me all of your talent! give them all to me!" minho was now shouting hysterically, shaking the younger's shoulders.

inside, jisung is freaking out right now.

"hyung, stop! i said stop!" jisung pushed minho away, they both landed on their butts due to the strong impact.

jisung didn't have any second thoughts, he ran out of the playground. but the place was huge, he was almost at the exitㅡjust a few steps away, when he heard something that would change his life forever.

a freaking gunshot.

x

aaah, i might shit myself.
what's going to happen now !!!
to minho ! to jisung !
shouldve published this
a month ago tho !
lol adios ! -eren