My Songbook

Goodbye

I would rather say goodbye

No I think I'd rather die,

I left my past behind,

But I can't deal with all these memories playing inside my mind,

No I can't deal with this inside,

I think I'm gonna fucking lose my mind

If there was a remedy,

For all of this to stop happening,

Then I think the remedy is you just being there for me,

But I'm sorry I couldn't express my feelings,

It's just been so hard with all of the stress I've been dealing with,

It's none the less, that life's become so restless for me,

But it's nothing cause the past few years I just hid it so well,

Hoping that atleast you'd figure out,

But you never could tell,

If I...hadn't spoken about how I felt...

I would rather say goodbye

No I think I'd rather die,

I left my past behind,

But I can't deal with all these memories playing inside my mind,

No I can't deal with this inside,

I think I'm gonna fucking lose my mind

I'm getting sick and tired of faking this,

Why can't you just notice it?

But see I'm fucking over it,

Cause this is all just pathetic,

There were always voices inside my head,

Always saying "I'm better off dead",

But I think its time to actually listen to what they've said

I'm done

I can't believe I'm about to say this,

Cause I would rather die,

Than feeling this inside,

But I won't tell you goodbye,

Because I fucking lost my mind