My Songbook

Fri"END"ship

Bestfriends til the end,

But I didn't realize,

That in every friendship,

There's an 'end' to it,

You left me all alone defenseless,

But you couldn't even careless,

Never knew you can become so heartless,

At first I thought you were perfect,

But now you became so far from it

Why?

Why did you leave me?

Thought I was your partner in crime,

Til you were the one who betrayed me,

You've hurt me,

You've torn me,

You've broken me,

But even still after all of this,

I still have fucking feelings,

I know it's hard to believe,

But there's a tiny part of me,

That still believes you miss me

But the rest is suicidal thoughts,

Yeah, they relieve me,

But you don't care anymore,

Cause you don't even believe in me,

I'm still trying hopelessly,

Trying to get you to listen to me,

But the words get caught up in my throat,

And you're just looking at me, bored,

While I'm over here struggling to tell you how I'm feeling

But you don't even give a damn anymore,

I should've known it before,

Always saying, "Hey, I'm really busy, let me talk to you tomorrow,"

But you like to play games,

Like the chick next door,

But now I've seen who you truly are,

I'll try to move on,

But we both know you left a scar on my mind and heart