My Songbook

I Can't Take It Anymore

I can't take it anymore,

What am I even good for?

Faking a smile and dying inside,

Cuts and brusies on my sides,

People always criticize,

Always saying "I'm just meant to die,"

And I'm over here tryna act like I'm fine

But I just can't take it anymore,

My father's absent,

And my mother just don't care anymore,

Poppin pills cause I don't give a fuck anymore,

I don't even know why I'm trying anymore

But now I'm done,

Reached my limits,

I'm done being an outcast,

I knew living life wasn't gonna last,

Wishing I could go back and change my past,

But I've learned if you keep a fake smile on your face ,

They won't see the broken puzzle on the inside,

My mind,

Empty space

Now I'm taking this blade across my wrist,

Waiting for my life to fade,

Cut abit deeper some more,

Now I lay on the floor,

Laying in a pool of blood,

Some say thicker than mud,

In his grace ,

He takes me to the other side,

Life was such a fucking ride,

But I've finally won this race,

I'm finally happy on the inside

But why couldn't anyone find the time,

To check up on me,

But now all you can do is look up to, The sky and ask God why,

He would let me die,

So young,

This is why this song is sung,

To remember the times,

I'd sit and cry in my bed,

Wishing I could end it all and be dead