I'm (NOT) a Gangster

Chapter 12: I'm not a gangster

“Let’s continue our fight!” I could see him relaxing himself to begin our battle. “No! I don’t want you to kick my ass again because you don’t own justice!” He spat a blood on the road and wiped his mouth. “Hurting a person, a girl, is enough reason to kick you or kill you!” I angrily replied.

“Shut it! I did that because I want to get…” I cut him off “enough with that! I believe, I said something like I DON’T CARE earlier, am I wro…” He insist in inserting his reason “I accepted the betting because in my mind, I thought it’s going to get me close to the one I really love.” He walked along and went under the streetlight and sit. I moved and walked directing to his direction and stand on front of him. “Well, please hurry your explanation lover boy. I don’t have forever to listen to your love affair.” I put my hands on my pocket.

“I love someone way back in the 4th grade. I like her because she made me smile in every little things she does. I don’t know, it’s just I kept that feeling for her since the day I found out that it’s a big deal. I can’t approach her…” I inserted, “tongue tied!” He looked at me “Yeah, that the words. I was hoping that she would see me differently but I think that she might get rid of me.” He looked up into the flashing lightning and sighed “We never hang out, I don’t know why but still I’ve been stalking her since then. I did everything I could until I became one of the well-known guy in the school but still she never see me differently. When we cross each other’s path, she immediately, take another path, getting rid of me.” “Poor little guy” I inserted trying to piss me him off.

“I tried to be friend with her but she ignores me. Then, it comes out that Miller likes Lucy but Lucy don’t find a spark on Miller even before she transferred. Then, we had a bet. They would give me 50 bucks if I could make her fall for me. I inserted lots of efforts just to get the goal. We are always together, she’s sweet, and I’m doing the same thing but the girl I really loved seems don’t care. Every time she saw us, Lucy and me, she waved her face and view another spot.” I can see a sincere face every time he speaks about that girl but I can’t deny it, it’s killing me inside that I want to break down. “None of her actions shows that she’s jealous, and that fact sucks! All through out of me, hoping that I could make the things I’ve done to Lucy to her, to make her fall for me, only me.”  I saw him crying even it’s raining, I can still see it, his eyes’ turning red and his breathing heavily. I listened to him, crying, I can’t hold back my tears, I just let it flow, he can’t see it because I’m covered up with hoodie and hanky.

That painful feeling when the one you really love talks about the person he love the most, it’s killing me inside. I can bear with all the kicking and punching but this one, it gets me to my bone.

“Are you done with all your drama huh, drama queen?” I interrupted him because it’s painful listening to that story. He stood up without any words and readied himself. The rain heavily fall but it didn’t stop us.

He roar like a hungry beast and gave me a punch unto my jaw and I returned the favor. I kicked him on his side and gave him a continuous punches and he kept on shielding his face with his arms. “Why fight harder? When would you fight like a real man!?” I teased him again just to get his temper point. “You’ll regret it!” he said angrily.

He punch harder and kick harder on me and I defended myself. I can’t fight back, the things he said earlier bother me. He grabbed the opportunity, and keep on punching me but I did all I can just to take defense. Moment later, I started to fight back, giving the best of me, the strength that left. I haven’t fought like this since that tournament when I beat my brother and bring home the trophy.

I managed to kick his side the one that I kicked earlier because I know it still hurt until now. The cars are starting to pass by and its car lights’ reflects on us. We didn’t mind it and continue our fight. He talks within the fight and said “The girl I love, she’s…” I cut him off by kicking his chest hardly that he fell to the road. I came on his spot and sit on his chest and punched him, not holding my anger and fulfilling the vengeance I want for Lucy. Not even destructed by the lights of the cars that hit directly to my face. He tried to defend himself by shielding his face with his arms again. He touches my face trying to get rid of me, destructing me. He picks my eye and it made me stop for a while.

He immediately turn us around, I’m on the bottom and his on top of my. Resting his body on my belly. “Enough!” He trapped my arms with his knees. “You said you’re not a gangster but you dress up like one. You fight like one.” He sighed long and breathe heavily. I tried to escape but he extended his hands on me, I’m hoping that he won’t take off my hanky, he extended it and touched the road. He leaned near my face, eye to eye.

“You’re eyes so familiar.” He looked at me straight to my eyes not even blinking and I closed it immediately.

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