The Music Room

3.

At night I sit once again in front of my TV . All I could think about was Shawn Mendes. His smell... His smile ... His gorgeous eyes ... And his deep sweet voice.

My phone buzzes and as I see who is my smile fades.

Call

Mom : Look can't come home this week after all ,so don't be worried 'bout me ok ?

Miller : Mom? Are you okay ? Why aren't you comming ? Is everything okay ?

Mom :Shut up ! Just please shut up! I can not deal with you right now...

Miller :What ?! Mom?!  

Mom: LOOK I AM NOT COMING BACK SO PLEASE DO NOT BOTHER ME ANYMORE OKAY ?! I JUST CALLED TO LET YOU KNOW ! DO NOT CONTACT ME !!!

Call Over

My mom hangs up on me . What the hell is going on ??? 

I go to my room and try to sleep but my thoughts invade my head and my night goes blank.

7:05 am

There I am , with a zombie face and oily hair . I crawl to my bathroom and take a cold quick shower to " awake " . I get out , dress a unicorn shirt and some jeans and I hold my hair in a ponytail . I get out and I go to school , as i go on the walk i put my headphones and put the most depressive song i know ... Fix You by Coldplay

 When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you  

A long tear falls and I feel a squeeze in my chest . That is my heart breaking . Lately this happens every day, tears acumulated and so many words that didn't came out.

I had the feeling that someone was watching me and my theory ended up being confirmed by a small tap on my shoulder.

" Hi Miller ..."-Said Shawn a little bit shy-" How are you ?"

"Honestly not good , but better thanks"

Shawn and I kept talking until we had to drift apart to go to class. The morning was really boring and the class before lunch was cancelled cause the teacher was sick. I quickly go to my secret place , but Shawn was already there.

" Well i'm starting to think that you are actually stalking me Shawn"-I say 

" You were the last one to come here so technically you are the stalker here"

" Really ? I'm the stalker ?" -I say this giggling

"Yes , cause I would never run after someone. They run after me , and not me after them ."

I started to think that he was a little bit proud .

" You're proud of someone runnig after you ?!"

" Why not?"

" That's just really stupid ..."

"Miller calm down, it was a joke"

" Yeah , and not a funny one ... "

"Why do you always take things so seriously?"

" And why do you take things in a goofy way ?"

I was getting annoyed and I was already stressed .

" Look i'm really not in the mood for fighting Shawn so I'm just gonna play a little . If you wanna leave you can go , but I really need to burn some steam off."

" Fine , I'm going to hear a little do you mind ?"

"I've never sing in front of other people so I may sound like a cat being murdered ... Just warning!"

I sit in an old couch, grab the white painted guitar and I think of the music I'm gonna sing .

"Shawn, do you remember the song you wrote on the first day of school in the ninth grade ?"

" «I Don't Even Know Your Name»"

I take a deep breath and let it flow.

( This was the only one i could find, cause it was the only female cover that was good so please picture her voice and shawn's together singing this song)

 Oh, you waited so long
Sometimes it's hard to stand out
And you don't have to do anything else
But be yourself

You, you dressed up so nice
But all I could see was your eyes
Then the crowd came and pulled you away
Then you were gone

I don't even know your name
All I remember is that smile on your face
And it'll kill me every day
Cause I don't even know your name

Everywhere that I go
I see your face and it kills me to know
That you'll never know what you did to me
And now you're gone, yeah, I can't stop thinking about you

Here Shawn joins in and we both sing it pretty good I would say

I don't even know your name
All I remember is that smile on your face
And it'll kill me every day
Cause I don't even know your name

I'm running, I'm searching, and I don't know where to start
I'm dying, my love
You punched a hole right through my heart
And I won't stop, stop looking until I hold you in my arms
Cause I'm running, I'm running, I'm running

I'm running, I'm searching, and I don't know where to start
I'm dying, my love
You punched a hole right through my heart
And I won't stop, stop looking until I hold you in my arms
Cause I'm running, I'm running, I'm running

I don't even know your name
All I remember is that smile on your face
And it'll kill me every day
Cause I don't even know your name  

We end singing the song and I immediatly smile while looking at the big and bright smile in his face too.

I put the guitar down and he starts to giggle and we end up sitting on the hardwood floor .

" Miller you never told me you sang that well..."

" Well, that's maybe because you're the only person that thinks that... And probably the only who as ever heard me sing"

Shawn was about to speak when the bell rang and the whole moment just got ruinned . I get up and pick up my bag and leave.

" Hey Miller , tomorrow same place same hour ? " 

I try to answer but he already had vanished through the crowded halls of the school.

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