The Music Room

2.

OH MY GOD !!! Is the friggin Shawn Mendes... The most popular and stupid jock of all times . I can't believe it. He had a soft spot now vulnerable . I'm out of my thoughts by a yelling voice that i soon know who was .

" What the hell are you doing here ?! And for how long have you been there ?!"

" Damn you don't need to yell , i'm right here ... I just got here " Liar

"You can ever tell anyone i was here ! Understood ?!"

" First of all you are not that important and second who was i gonna tell ?! SANTA?! Unlike you i do not have pleasure by talking shit about other people ..."

He droped the guitar and rushed to leave and soon i was there alone , i can't understand why dudes are so stupid like , its just dumb. Boys think that by being normal everyone around is gonna judge so they are stupid and rude to "protect" their manhood.

I don't know why but i have a feeling that Shawn Mendes isn't such a fuckboy as the others. I saw that when he was alone in that room he was peaceful, and hurt. He had FEELINGS that he doesn't show.

As i picked up the guitar from the floor , bright memories invade my head. I was happy and had friends, me and Shawn used to be inseparable, we both had guitar lessons together and we spended so much time together by the fact that my dad and his dad were coworkers. But this was all before the big tragedy ...

My dad died in a car crash . After that everyone gave me and my mom space and all of that space turned into loneliness. My family and Shawn's stopped hanging out and all of our lifes were suddently pulled out of us . Me and my mom became cold, dark people.

Still thinking about my dad i started singing.

I still taste your presence
Once sweet but it turned sour
Tried to shake your indifference
But it's too late now

I hear you in the quiet
I see you when I'm in the dark
You just couldn't fight for this
But it's not your fault

Say what you mean out loud
Drowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd
'Cause every sweet thing you never speak
It's deafening, never knowin' what could be
Wish I could show you how
But you're just a ghost now

Your laughter haunts me
Like a ringing in my ear
You left me long ago,
You're still everywhere

I reach out for you
I'm desperate for your warmth
Can you tell me where we went wrong?
At least tell me just to move on

Say what you mean out loud
Drowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd
'Cause every sweet thing you never speak
It's deafening, never knowin' what could be
Wish I could show you how
But you're just a ghost now

You're just a ghost now
But you're just a ghost, ghost now
You're just a ghost, ghost now, now
But you're just a ghost now

It's time to let it go
You left me all alone
I wanna feel your heartbeat
But it doesn't beat for me no more, no

It's time to let it go
You left me all alone
It's holdin' me down,
It's burnin' me out
I'm beggin' for sound
But I can't bring you back now

Say what you mean out loud
Drowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd
'Cause every sweet thing you never speak
It's deafening, never knowin' what could be
Wish I could show you how
But you're just a ghost now

You're just a ghost now
(it's time to let it go)
But you're just a ghost, ghost now
(you left me all alone)
You're just a ghost now, now
(it's time to let it go)
But you're just a ghost now

I start crying and i just can't stop. So much pain combined and it just takes a punch to the whole wall falls down. I hear footsteps but then it stops .

Shawn

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! I can't believe, Miller the sweet girl i remembered had a pretty nice growth, but she saw me... SINGING!!! She can not tell anyone or my reputation is fudged up .

After i walked out the door i turned around because i forgot my phone, I was near the door when i heard her beautiful voice singing, with so much pain as her heart breaking. I felt the urge to go in there and hug her but i couldn't. Damn Shawn!!! I have a reputation to keep. AH!!! Screw it . I run into the room her eyes are locked with mine and she stops crying.

"I came to get my phone "

" Sure ..." She said still crying

I wanted so badly to hug her , i get my phone that was in a table behind her and i take the chance and hugged her by the back.

Miller

He hugged me , Shawn Mendes actually hugged me.

He pulls me closer and now face to face and hugs me tighter , my face is buried in his chest.

" It's gonna be ok M" He whispered

All i could do was cry , he remembered our childhood nicknames . He still cared .

"Thanks Shawn..."

We stay hugged until his phone starts ringing. He answers it and as soon as he is turned his back to me i run. Run as if i just saw a ghost. I just couldn't take it. I was too overwhelmed. All the memories that i fought so hard to not to remember were here. I closed my soul to not suffer but i'm so tired of being lonely , i just want somebody to stick with me through thick and thin.

Its funny cause everytime i think in a person to be with me my mind always thinks in Shawn. But it shouldn't , cause someone as popular as Shawn would never be with such a trouble person as me.

God Shawn Mendes, you made me like you.

I got home and i just layed in my bathtub and cried for hours. i let all my memories from the past come and myself go for a little. That's all i needed.

Shawn Mendes is still that sweet boy that cares and makes sure that everyone around him are happy.

When he hugged me all i could feel was slowly all my broken pieces even the tiniest piece were sticked together , just by the careful move of Shawn's hugs.

Shawn

I took the phone and when the call ended she wasn't there.

" Miller ?! "

There was no point . If i really knew Miller i would know that the song she sang was abou her dad. She never spoke about him and never let others ask about him. When it happened my family and i were there for her and her mom but they were always so closed about it. We eventually started to drift apart and when we came to High School we stoped talking. I am a jock and jocks don't be friends with people that is not popular and since Miller didn't appear to have friends, she was considered unpopular...

What no one knows is that i've liked Miller since 7th grade.

I don't have an explanation to justify why i hugged Miller , but i did and for a second i felt all her broken little pieces come together. If my dang phone hadn't ring we probably wouldn't be in the same position.

There is only a simple explanation to my act is ... I Shawn Peter Raul Mendes like Miller Foster.

Hey! So this chapter is short i know but i hope that someone in this very large world will like it .

Kisses