"Connor..?" I questioned, "hmm..?" He responded, "how did you know what I was planning on doing once you guys left?" I mumbled quietly but loud enough for him to hear. "I um... Well... Here" he said pulling up his sleeve and showing me his arm, scars completely covering it, my eyes widened. "Connor.... Why?" I asked, tears stinging in my eyes, "I was getting so much hate, and I felt worthless, I felt like I deserved to die, i felt numb. I wanted to feel something, I'm recovering too, so far I'm 3 months clean" 'wow'. I thought. I can't believe he did this to himself. "Do the guys know?" He shook his head, "only Ricky, I'm trying to find the right time to tell the rest of them." I nodded. I then soon began crying again, Connor pulled me to his chest, I feel safe with him, I feel loved, am I falling for Mr. Connor Franta? I can't... Can I? All of a sudden I hear the front door burst open and I look at the time, damn it's 9:30 already?! I run to the bathroom to see a monster, I quickly fix my hair and makeup and pull down my sleeve and then began to walk down the stairs, "LYRIC!!!" I hear Ricky call out, "WHATTTT?" I yell back in a mocking tone, "you know what tomorrow is right?" Shit. Tomorrow's my birthday, I nodded slowly looking down. "IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAYYYY!!!" he yelled out. Uh oh. "It is?" Connor asked me, I nodded, "y'all don't have to get me anything, but I'm gonna go to sleep, its been a long day" I start to walk upstairs and began hearing whispers and giggles (YAS giggles bitches deal with it) I was kinda hoping they forgot but whatever. I collapsed on my bed and drifted off into a deep sleep.
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Worthless. (A Connor Franta fanfiction)
FanfictionRicky Dillon has a sister, Lyric. Once Ricky moves to California with the o2l guys his parents start abusing her and saying that it's her fault he left. One night she finally gets sick of it after 2 years and decided to run away. She gets on the nex...
