Worthless. (A Connor Franta fanfiction)

Chapter 4

"N-n-nothing" I stuttered. "Come on Lyric. You know you can tell me." I sat up, "you know how you left 2 years ago?" He just nodded as I continued, "momanddadblamedmeandstartedbeatingmeforit.." I quickly said. "W...w...what?" Ricky said trying to take in what I just said. "Ricky it's not your fault. He quickly grabbed my arm and noticed what I've done since I was 15. "Lyric, how long have you done this to yourself...?" That's when I broke down, he knew I had depression, he just never thought it would be this bad. "2 years....." I mumbled, I noticed a tear slowly run down my big brothers cheek. "I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you baby girl..." He told me embracing me In a hug. "I love you so much Ricky. You are the best brother I could ever ask for." I mumbled, "now I know why you love skillet so much, the lyrics to some of there songs talk about how depression and how you can overcome it." He smiled. "So we're gonna go out for dinner, do y'all wanna come?" Jc said entering the room, I shook my head no, "no, we'll make something." Connor said looking at me. "You guys can go, have fun I don't wanna ruin your guy's fun" I said looking at the floor, "I love you Lyric, but I can't leave you home alone.." Ricky said. Connor nodded in agreement. I put my head down and nodded. I could tell that Ricky was still pretty pissed off at my parents for hurting me, "Ricky I'm fine. Go have fun,go get your mind off things." I said. "I'll stay with her tonight" Connor stated. Ricky nodded and walked off. Connor realized what I was doing. I was planning on cutting while they were gone. Crap. How does he know so much about self harm?

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sorry it's short guys! I have major writers block! Comment some ideas! I need some help!

-Molly