I Want To See // Joshler

26.

A/N this chapter is very bad, I made it a while ago but was hesitant to publish this

Jishwa: Tyler..
Tyger: JOSH!
Jishwa: tyler immsorry
Tyger: hey, whats wrong?
Jishwa: nothing
Jishwa: we could still call?
Tyger: sure!
Jishwa: at least i have one thing to be happy about
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VideoCall request
Accepted

Connecting...

Tyler waited impatiently to talk to Josh again, he couldnt get over how cute Josh is. As soon as the call connected and Tyler saw Joshs face, Tyler's smile dropped and formed into a frown. Josh's eyes were all red, he had been crying before.

"Josh!" Tyler shouted, putting his hand on the screen on his laptop. All he wanted was for him to be happy. "Josh! Are you okay??"

"Y-yeah I'm fine!" Josh forced a smile, he was falling apart but at least he still had Tyler, right? Tyler seems so worried, and it broke Josh's heart.

"No you aren't!" Tyler crossed his arms, "Josh! Tell me, what's wrong."

"Tyler.. I can't" Josh respond, he looked down and stared into his lap. Josh was crying because he loves Tyler but he knows his mom would never approve of him liking a male, and he thinks Tyler doesn't like him back.

"Yes you can!" Tyler sounded desperate to help Josh.

"No I can't!" Josh looked back up at Tyler, meeting his eyes. He stared at the younger boy, and wished he had the confidence to tell Tyler how much he loved him.

"Josh I love you! Please just tell me," Tyler shouted, seeming a bit quieter than before. Josh's eyes widened when he heard the words 'I love you', his face flushed red.

Josh's lips formed a slight smile. Tyler also smiled after he saw Josh look like he was happy.

Tyler's face started heating up, as he began to blush as well. Josh's smile made him so happy, it's quite strange, but Josh being happy makes Tyler happy.

"I love you too.." Josh mumbled, unfortunately Tyler couldn't make out what he had said.

"What was that?" Tyler asked.

"Oh, nothing.." Josh sighed. For some reason, he wishes Tyler actually heard what he said.

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A/N I promise I'm trying my best but at the same time...

I'm slowly losing interest in Twenty One Pilots, heck I tried listening to a song by them (pretty sure it was Anathema) and I usually love to listen to them, but after a few seconds, I kind of got bored or something and changed the song to a song by Lund..

I THINK IM DYING HELP