Until the very end

Prologue

I chop some more vegetables for my salad. I hear some talking about another earthquake on the background, when I'm in the kitchen I leave the tv on so I can hear what's happening in the world and when I hear something important I run around the corner to the living room to watch.

Suddenly an all familiar name catches my attention. I immediately smile by hearing Josh's name. I sprint to the television and watch what they have to say about him. Josh Hutcherson was my celebrity crush and still is, I've never stopped loving him. Also he's still looking so handsome in his 40s, I can't believe it. Anyways back to the tv.

"Famous Hollywood Star Josh Hutcherson who is famous for his role in 'the hunger games' franchise and lots more, recently passed away. He has been in a car accident and was died instantly. We want to give our tribute to this amazing actor who...." My world stops. I can't breathe. They are lying. This cannot be true. I just won't believe it. I can't... I tear up and fall onto the ground. On the screen they show his career with some short clips from all of his movies. I'm ugly crying by now. He can't be gone. He can't just leave us all behind.

"It's a great loss and we will miss him all. His family and friends had a closed funeral in his hometown in Kentucky."

I curl up and start sobbing again. I lay there as a tiny ball till I have no tears left.

[ I cried writing this]