Everything Changes Now

XI

Jake's P.O.V.

Something's been at my mind for the last couple weeks and I can't figure out what, but then I figure it out.

"OMG TAYLOR" I scream looking for her.

"Yes, Jake." she says calmly.

"That night you saw me and Hanna making out in her bed," I stopped "When I saw you later that night you said she's in a bad place," I stopped again "What did you mean?" I asked.

"Oki listen. I shouldn't be telling you this but your her boyfriend? and need to know." she stopped and took a breathe "Hanna'sbeenreallydepressedandshedoesn'twantyoutoknowandshe'sgonnakillmefortellingyoubutyouneededtoknowandIthinkit'sworsethanlasttime" she said very very fast. Making me chuckle.

"Could ya slow it down and tell me slowly and calmly so I can understand you" I ask.

"Hanna's been really depressed and she doesn't want you to know and she's gonna kill me for telling you but you needed to know and I think it's worse than last time" she said slower.

"WHAT AND SHE DIDN'T TELL ME!" I yelled knowing Ryder was coming out pissed.

I run off before she could say anything to find Hanna and talk to her. I can't find her though but there's one place I didn't check her secret hiding place. Of Course! I mentally face palm. How didn't I think to go there in the first place.

When, I got there Hanna was sitting in the darkest corner crying her little eyes out. And it hurt me to see her like this so I quickly ran over and pulled her into my lap, holding her as close as I could.

"Baby what's wrong?" I ask worried, she shakes her head no, signaling she doesn't want to talk about it.

"Hanna Reene Moon talk to me right now and tell me what's going on. Taylor told me you were in a bad place again" I said in a stern voice.

She huffed "fine" she stopped. "but not here"

I looked confused "Then where?" she got up grabbed my hand and started pulling me to a different place.

"Hanna? Where are we??" I asked worried.

"When I would get really depressed,when I went through the Marcus thing, this is where I came. I would come here cause no one else knew where it was but I'm showing you the two most secret places I have" she said quietly.

I pulled her into a hug and she started crying again.

"It hurts, Jake it hurts so much" she cried into my chest.

"What baby? What hurts?" I asked.

"I don't know, since I got kissed by him, I can't. I feel like a horrible person and I think he actually broke my wrist but I didn't want to tell you knowing you'd get pissed off and try to find him and kill him" she said "Plus I mean I did lie and tell you I didn't get hurt that night sooooo ya" she said and I grabbed her and kissed her passionately pushing her into a tree.

"I knew you were lying that night. But I didn't pressure you into saying anything because I knew you needed me" I paused trying to calm myself down. She grabbed my face and kissed me softly, yet rough, and I groaned when she pulled away and started walking away from me back to the house.

This girl is gonna be the death of me