𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙 | 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚

Ten

  
"I love you, can't you see that?"

She held out her hand. She is warming up to me. I took her hand. It's freezing like always. She puts my hard around her neck, not breaking eye contact. Her arms go around my tiny waist. We move along to the song "my kind of woman by Mac DeMarco"

Oh baby, oh man

We look into each other's eyes. You could see the little bits of gold again.

You're making my crazy, really driving me mad

She moves our body's closer together. Our chest touching. I can feel the cold radiating off her body.

That's all right with me, it's really no fuss

"You know these couple days, you have really been nice to me. You used to act like you hate me." I say "I didn't hate you I just thought you where like stocking me. It's no big deal" she shrugs. Why would she think that?

As long as you're next to me, just the two of us

I start to get angry. Why would she think that "what? Why would you think that?" I say. You can hear the anger lace threw my voice. "Well it did feel like you where stalking me" she says nonchalantly. WHAT?

You're my, my, my, my kind of woman
My, oh my, what a girl

"Look it's no big deal, why are you being such a spaz?" She says. I huff and let go of her "spaz?!" I say "ya your kinda making a big deal about it! Why where you always trying to talk to me me anyway? Your always acting so nice to me." She asked furrowing her eyebrows

You're my, my, my, my kind of woman
And I'm down on my hands and knees
Begging you please, baby, show me your world

I look at her. How could she not notice I like her. Is she blind or just plain stupid.

Oh brother, sweetheart
I'm feeling so tired really falling apart

Before I could control what I was saying it just came out, I didn't mean it? "I love you, can't you see that?" I ask in a yelling manner. Instantly my hand goes over my mouth. What the hell did I just say.

And it just don't make sense to me
I really don't know

"Mil-" before she could say anything I ran out of the apartment. Racing down the hall. I could hear her open the door. I made it to my room before she got me. I shut the door and lock it. I slide down the door tears falling from my eyes. I knew what she was gonna say.

She doesn't love me back.

(A/n: okok longer than other chapters but can we talk about what just happened. I'm kinda shocked. And I wrote the chapter!)