𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙 | 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚

Nineteen

"We are drifting apart"
Sadie

After that night with Millie the next day she went back to her apartment. We haven't really talked in person a lot. We have been mostly sending the casual goodnight love you text before we go to bed she has a lot of work and my art school has been flooding my life with work because I missed a week. I miss her. So much it hurts. I'm at home but I can't go see her because she works until  7:00 (AM) -4:00 then she gets an hour to go home then back to work from 5:00-9:00. She works at a restaurant down the street. I draw my hand along the night stand laying in my room. I look at myself. I'm a mess. I look over to see a notebook. My art book. I grab it. I start to draw not knowing what I was drawing just letting my hand guide me. I look to realize it's Millie. Once I'm done, I close my book and walk over to my mirror. She will never love you. Your disgusting. It's worthless. Your worthless.

I start crying. The voice in my head is right. Not that I'm crazy. I pack my things, I just need a break. I pack most my cloths. I'm going home. To where my mom lives. I need time away. I get my things. I sit in the chair next to my door waiting to hear Millie walk by. I hear taping of her heals. And her apartment door shut. I walk out with my bags. I lock my apartment door. I knock on her door. She appears smiling . "Hey babe" I don't respond neither do I smile. I just look at her taking in her beautiful breath taking face. "What's wrong" she ask concerned.

"I'm leaving" I say she widened her  eyes. "W-what n-no is is Sophia is she back agian-" I interrupt her, tears threatening to fall from her face "I'm not good enough for you!" I say she huffs trying to deny but I don't let her " I need a break from everything, I love you I really do. And I will never forget you but we are drifting apart" I say tears falling from my face. I kiss her passionately. Tasting her salty tears. "Please don't go" she whispers, completely breaking my heart. Our foreheads touching. I slip my drawing into her hand "I love you" I say tears falling from my face as fast as they can. We pull apart and I bolt. I take one last glance back at her to see her knees on the floor she has her head in her hands. That's the last time I saw her.

Millie
2 years later

I haven't seen her in two years. I cry every night. I never forgot about her. I'm miserable. I have no idea where she is. I just want her back. I need her back. I WILL get her back.

The end

(A/N: don't get too comfortable with the ending cause you know what gonna happen 😁)