𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙 | 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚

Eleven

"I'm absolutely nothing without you"

I haven't talked to Sadie in 3 days. I haven't been to work 3 days. My boss is my sister. She understood. All I think about is her. Her pale skin. Her red hair. Her beautiful eyes. Her beautiful body. Her cold, cold skin. I need her. All I do is think about her. I decided I need to get out of the apartment. I slip on my skinny jeans. My pastel blue sweater. And some red high top converse. I walk out my purse with money and my phone in there. Praying to god I don't see Sadie. But, prayers aren't always answered.

"Hey" I hear the voice I have been wanting to hear for the past 3 days. I don't turn around. I can't face her. She doesn't love me. she never will. "Please" she begged "talk to me" she begged some more. I can't. I'm silent. It's like my mouth is sealed shut. She touches my shoulder. My veins go cold, my body instantly tenses under her touch.

I let it all out, and be the most pathetic person ever. I cry. I start sobbing, my head hangs low. Tears falling down from my eye rapidly. She embraces me into a tight hug. I let it happen at first. Wrapping my arm around her small waist. She won't ever love you.

I gently push her away. I look down wiping the tears away from my eyes. "I'm so sorry about last night I didn't know what to say. I just-" she continues but I interrupt her. "I'm absolutely nothing without you" I say a low quiet voice. I look up at her "I can't help but love you. I don't know what to do with myself, I'm lost. I'm confused. And worst of all I'm alone. Do you know what If feels like to be alone?!" I shout. She looks at me about to say something but instead I say something " no! No you don't not truly. Everything looks dark. Everything I do hurts. And I'm lost" My voice gets louder and my heart beats faster causing me to breath faster "I love you Sadie, but if you don't love me you have to tell me. I can't do this" I say tears falling from my eyes still. She says nothing.

"Please-" she cuts me off, her lips finally hitting mine. My heart flutters. No, it explodes. Our lips moves together perfectly. I put my arms around her neck and her arms snake around my waist. She pulls me closer breaking the kiss, our foreheads touching. Our breaths loud.

"I love you too Millie"

(A/n: sorry didn't update sooner. How was this chapter 😬)