bottled up thoughts

way

[for the folio; old poem made a year ago]

Months have passed since I lost you

I don’t regret because its you that made the wrong move

But why am I feeling sad and lonely too?

Is it that I miss you and I you’re still the one I love?

I’ve been hurt a lot of times

By your betrayal and lies

But most of all by the things you mentioned

That you used me and that’s your intention

You were nothing but a wrong choice

You even suffocated me and banned my voice

I thought it was right, oh how a fool am I

To even defend you on times you lie

I was changed when you came into my existence

The one who once was good turned merciless

I use to love life and enjoy the simplest things

But now I just follow what you do no matter what it brings

But fear not, I must be strong

I must face the world smiling like nothing’s wrong

‘Move on’, as they shall say

A cliché advice but useful in its way

A few months more, I waited

And the pain is gone and lifted

I’m ready to face another day

And once again, do things in

my own way