Can this be love?(Nathan Sykes fan fiction)

I'm Skylar Rolland, I'm a 18 year old girl with brown hair and blonde highlights. I'm a BIG trouble maker thanks to my dad, he was a drug dealer and always comes home drunk and beats me up. But, I try to hide the scars. When I was 12 he started using drugs like heroin and marijuana. Then, he started to beat me up and make me get drunk. But, when he went too far I found out that he had killed my mom so I started to cut and always get suspended but when I got expelled that's when we had to move to the UK.

"Dad are we there yet?" I said wanting to get out and like throw up at how much alcohol he was using. "no now shut up or I'll give you more scars!" He said with anger in his voice. To be honest, I'm glad were moving, I hated California where my dad would play poker and pass out when he got home. Now, things will be different... I hope. We pulled up to I guess our new house. It was white and was two stories high." How could you even afford this" I say as my dad pushes me out of the car." It's called poker, you should try it even though you'd lose" he chuckles and throws me to the back of the truck to get the boxes." Now if you don't get these out by morning than you will be in a world of hurt." He says and I nod trying not to want to punch him in the face and run for the hills. As I'm unpacking I see a gun in one of the boxes.

                                                              ~FLASHBACK~

"DAD NO!"I scream but he doesn't listen." It'll be ok sweetie just don't worry." My mom says in a calm voice. Just then my dad has a gun in his hand." Dad PLEASE don't do this she's your wife and my mother!" But, I'm too late...he pulled the trigger and I see my beloved mother on the ground, blood running down her shirt." YOUR A MONSTER, A MURDERER!" I say and try to run out but he grabs my hand." If you say this to anyone then you're next" he says and I nod my head. He lets go and walks out, I just lay on my knees and cry.

                                                    ~END OF FLASHBACK~

"Are you ok?" I hear a voice and turn around to see the person I thought I would never ever see in my life.