Dev POV
"An argument is always about what has been made more important than the relationship."
- Hugh Prather
Ania asked me if I could pick her up from the studio today and if course I said yes because this was the first time she's spoken to me since the other night.
I wish she would just realize that I work a lot to provide for our family and it takes my energy.
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I pulled up in front of the studio as Ania walked to the car.
"Hey bae" I said as I leaned over to kiss her but she turned her cheek.
"Hi" she replied. I must admit this pissed me off to the extreme so I just rode in silence.
Halfway home I stopped the car and pulled over.
"What are you doing?" Ania said with am annoyed tone to her voice.
"Look were gonna talk about what's been going in between us right here right now" I said angrily.
"I don't know what you're talking bout Dev"
"Yes you do Ania! You've hardly spoken to me the past week I need to know what's going on" she looked at me with the most serious look and I knew things were gonna get real.
"Dev drive this car and I'll start to tell you" I started to drive as these 5 words escaped Ania's mouth
"Dev I don't trust you!"
"What do you mean Ania?"
"Your never home and when you do get home you have no energy! We haven't made love In what feels like forever!! Dev I have needs too!"
"Bae you gotta understand that when I'm out working all day it's for you and our daughter"
"So 3 months ago when you were out all day with that bitch was it for me and your daughter?" When Ania said this I didn't know how to respond so I stood silent.
Yes it's true I cheated on Ania . . .
It was a while back I slipped up and did something that I know is wrong and I know there's no excuse for it but I honestly thought me and Ania were past this.
"DEV!! Why are you not answering my question!!" Ania said snapping me out of my thoughts.
"What question?"
"You know what forget it I want you out of the house Dev"
"What are you talking about Ania? You can't just put me out I haven't done anything" I say while parking in front of the house.
"Stop acting like you care Dev"
She says while running into the house and quickly locking the door.
I stood outside for an hour banging on the door but she wasn't opening the door.
So I decided to head over to Kenny's.
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I get to Kenny's within 20 min and he's outside with his baby momma.
"What's up yaw" I said while walking up to them
"What's up Dev! You good bruh" Kenny says while giving dap
"Man Ania at the crib trippen Imma have to stay here for the night"
"What happened now man!"
"Man she still ain't over that whole cheating incident"
"Well Dev what you expect the girl is hurting! You gotta find a way to show her that you care for her and that your gonna be there for her no matter what. Show her your not gonna fuck up again" Kenny's baby momma said in a serious tone
That night I stayed up the whole night thinking about wtf Imma do to let her know that I love her more than anything.
I had nothing in mind but I know it will come eventually.
I gotta make everything right and I will make everything right.
