Ania POV
Even though I haven't been with Dev for 10 years or anything like that, I feel like it's time for us to become officially as one and get married.
Its clear and has been proven that we both love each other, so now I'm just waiting for Dev to realize the next chapter in our lives with each other is here.
We have a beautiful loving family, plus our support system is the best. I'm just hoping he want to Mary me too.
"Hey Tasia can I ask you something?" I ask, making sure we're alone.
"Yeah Wassup Sis?" Tasia says.
"Do you think Dev would want to marry me anytime soon?"
The fact that I felt awkward to ask that makes me feel as if marriage may not be the next step in our relationship.
"Everybody knows he madly in love with yo ass... Just give him time, it's always been hard for him to adjust to new things in life."
"Well has he asked you anything about us getting married? A hint? Sign?" I try to say in a tone of not being worried.
"Girl calm down! What did he do? Give you some head and make you fall crazy in love like Beyoncé?" Tasia says laughing.
"I'm kidding, chill out but no he hasn't spoken to me about marriage"
"I'm not trying to rush anything, I just have this feeling of wanting to be married to him. We already have a daughter & live together... So why not share last names" I say laying on Devontey's bed.
"Tasia me and your brother made memories in this room. I would just love to create memories in our home now"
"Ania... Don't you ever feel like you guys are living a life style that you guys are too young for?" I feel her weight sinking into the bed sitting close to me.
"Well... The only thing in our lives that's responsibility is our bills and our baby girl. But everybody in their 20's have bills and responsibilities. Besides we still go out party and have fun, we haven't missed a beat of a twenty year old life style, besides I'm not even 25 yet haha" I say while looking at the ceiling.
"But maybe you're right, maybe marriage isn't for people in their twenties."
I slowly begin to think of the time Dev cheated on me, Till this day I'm heart broken about that.
You give someone your all and some how they still end up with something from someone else.
If Love is such a drug how do people end up in another addiction of lust for a night with someone else? Or not even just a night maybe just a few hours.
I fear Dev will cheat again, they say boys make the most mistakes in their twenties. Hopefully him marrying me won't have to turn into one.
I just want the best for both of us in life.
"ANIA! Girl is you even listening to me?" Tasia says.
"Huh?! Sorry I started to Umm day dream." I say waking up out of my thoughts.
"As I was saying, I'll talk to him and you just continue being his beautiful girlfriend." Tasia says while laying on me.
"Eww get off of me!" I say while laughing. "But thank you for understanding..." I say getting up.
"Yea yeah Yeahh whatever" Tasia says while leaving the room with me.
I guess I can slow down and have patience.
Besides nothing turns out right when you rush things.
