Just in Time

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/////PHONE CALL/////

T: “mum” I cried

M: “oh sweetie are you OK?”

T: “no I'm not”

M: “what’s wrong?”

T: “it’s all wrong their not meant to find out like this it’s all wrong”

M: “what’s all wrong darling? What are they going to find out about?”

T: “what he did” I whispered

M: “what did he do Trinity?”

T: “a lot of bad thing mum bad things and I don’t want anyone to know and it’s all unraveling Em’s already onto me please help me mum” I sobbed

M: “Trinity tell me what he did” she demanded

T: “I don’t want to” I cried

M: “please” she begged

T: “he abused me” I whispered

M: “in which way” she sounded like she was crying

T: “mentally, physically, s…s” I tried to finish what I was saying but I couldn’t get the world to form

M: “Trin I'm so sorry” she sobbed

T: “Mum I…I love you” I cried “I don’t care that you left me there with him I still love you I'm sorry”

M: “what do you mean you’re sorry? No Trin don’t do it please don’t do it” she sobbed

/////END OF PHONE CALL/////

I pressed the end button and put my phone in my pocket I remember seeing a bridge  on the way to the arena I walked in the direction I thought it was it started to rain by the time I had found it I pulled out my phone still crying and called Austin and Em

/////2WAY PHONE CALL/////

E; “WHERE ARE YOU?” em yelled

A: “what’s going on?”

E: “Trinity is missing”

T: “I love you guys so much you no that right?”

E: “Trin what are you talking about?”

T: “I'm sorry I love you guys” I sobbed

A: “Trin tell us where you are”

T: “I'm so sorry” I dropped my phone to the ground

/////END OF PHONE CALL/////

I walked towards the hand rail slowly and looked down it was high enough to cause death I climbed over the railing and stood on the very edge of the bridge holding on to the railing behind me i was scared but I wanted this to end I wanted everything to end I heard yelling not far from me I was sobbing he ruined me he ruined everything I have no chance of a normal life again

“please Trin please don’t go” I heard em crying

“you don’t know what he did you don’t know how I feel I'm ruined” I screamed

“who?”

“my dad” I cried “he ruined everything  my life, my family, and me” I whispered

“please don’t do it”

“no one will care if I leave my mum left, my brother went with her, my dad he’s in hell and lily she left me here alone my sister killed herself and Darren cheated on me, why does everyone leaves me? Is there something wrong with me I know I'm ugly and fat not am I really that worthless that everyone leaves?”

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